New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
This startling query, coming like a whisper from the void, crystallized
a decision towards which he had unconsciously been groping. He would
return posthaste to Paris and level the invisible wall that had sprung
up between Janet and himself. "An invisible wall!" To suppose that a
figment like that could separate two people endowed with good will,
quick wit, and flexible tongues, was to insult his intelligence.
Parks, palaces, gardens, and all the other sights of Fontainebleau could
go hang!
He tingled with shame as he reflected that now, more than at any other
moment since the dissolution of the firm of Barr and Lloyd, Janet might
need the friendly counsel or the sympathetic ear that he had pressed
upon her with unlimited enthusiasm in their Kips Bay workshop. Yet this
was the moment he had chosen in which to act like the screen hero who
advances his money or his time to the heroine in amounts arithmetically
proportioned to the exact quantity of amorous response from the lady’s
side. True, this sordid barter was the popular American conception of
the course of true love. But did he propose to fall in with this
conception? Was he ready to prostitute his gifts to the worship of the
great Atlantic bitch-goddess, _Success_?
If only he had been in a position to make Janet a tolerably acceptable
offer of marriage!
Still, no need to blink the fact that he was now better circumstanced
than at any time since leaving the _Evening Chronicle_. Hadn’t the
Confederated Press given him this assignment at Geneva, the most
responsible assignment in its province? He flattered himself that he
had reported the proceedings of the Labor Congress with a color,
vividness, trenchancy, and fire none too common in American journalism.
It ought to make people at home sit up and take notice; it might lead to
a much more profitable commission. Look where Hutchins Burley’s
articles on the Colorado mine strike had carried him, chock-full of
rhetorical clap-trap and maudlin pathos though the beggar’s work had
been!
A pity that the Confederated Press served chiefly radical newspapers
with a limited circulation! It kept your tenure on quicksand. He might
have to yield to temptation and falsify his better self by sinking into
one of the fat jobs that the plutocratic press would now be sure to
offer him.
For the sake of marrying Janet? No, no, it wouldn’t do at all. Not
even if she were insane enough to be willing to take the plunge. He
pictured himself and her together in the marital state, saw the cramped
Harlem flat in which they’d be boxed up. Both working of course! No
conveniences, no facilities for either sociability or solitude, no
children (on less than ten thousand a year birth control would be
imperative), no health. And the economies they’d have to practice!
They’d have to deny themselves freedom of movement, shun social and
professional contacts, and take refuge in an isolation paralyzing to
their talents.
Until death did them part—
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