Adventure stories; French -- England -- Fiction; Great Britain -- History -- Charles II, 1660-1685 -- Fiction; Love stories
She felt his hand seek hers. She made no move to resist him. She could
not. Something in the break of his voice, the reverence in his touch,
sought and subdued her. In a moment she learned that the love of a life
had come and that all else was as nothing.
“Barbara! Barbara!” he was saying. “Look at me, _chérie_. Tell me that
you are not angry. I have tried so hard to leave you--so hard. I have
spoken to you bitterly and coldly, that your mind might be poisoned
and frozen against me, that you might hate and despise me for the
unworthy thing that I am. Alas! it is my own heart that I have pierced
and broken. Look up at me, Barbara. I cannot bear to see you thus.
Ah, if you had only opposed me in anger, I could have continued the
deception. Your anger was my refuge. It was the only thing that made my
cruelty possible. It cried aloud like a naked sword. I welcomed it, and
set steel upon steel that I might shield my heart. But now, listless,
yielding, submissive, you disarm me, you rob me of my only weapon. I
am yours. Do with me what you will.”
His voice trembled, and he bent his head upon her hand to hide the
excess of his emotion. As she felt the touch of his lips, she started
and moved ever so slightly, but with no effort to withdraw. When he
lifted his head it was to meet eyes that wavered and looked away.
“Do not turn from me, Barbara. Do not add to the deep measure of
my contrition. The cup is full. Add to it but one drop and it will
overflow. Requite me with tenderness, madame, if you can find it in
your heart, for mine is very near to breaking. Look in my eyes, where
my love glows like a beacon. Listen, and you will hear it speak in my
voice like a young god. Can you not feel my very finger-tips singing
into your palms the cadences of my heart’s chorus? Is it not thus that
women wish to be loved? Search my heart as you will, you’ll find an
answer there to every wish and every prayer.”
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