"It's a hemorrhage," she repeated fiercely, "and it's her own fault.
Time and again I've told her she ought to heed what Sir Heron said. But
she wouldn't. She wouldn't give in." Then, accusingly, "Because she
didn't want you and Mrs. Ronnie to know."
"Know what?"
"That she had the consumption."
"Consumption!" The word struck Ronnie like the lash of a whip. He saw
accusation--an accusation of selfishness--in the woman's hostile eyes.
Those eyes knew his whole story. He wanted to say to them: "We hadn't an
idea. Honestly, we hadn't the slightest idea." Sir Heron Baynet's
reported diagnosis recurred to his mind. "She isn't ill, but she has a
tendency to illness." Either the specialist had made a mistake, or
else---- He realized, with a heart-rending clarity, that Julia must have
purposely concealed her danger, because--because of his own troubles.
The bedroom door opened noiselessly, and a clean-shaven intellectual
face inspected him through gold-rimmed glasses.
"Are you the patient's son?" asked Dr. Redbank; and then, seeing the
dish-cloth in Ronnie's hand, "Is that the ice?"
"Yes. Can I come in?"
"If you like. But please understand she mustn't talk."
Ronnie followed the man into the bedroom, and closed the door quietly
behind him.
Save for the glow of the bed-lamp, the room was in darkness. Making his
way round the foot of the bed, Julia's son saw, in the light of that one
lamp--the shade of it was crimson, crimson as those telltale marks on
his mother's pillow--his mother's face.
The face lay on the stained pillow, pallid, motionless, the hair awry,
the mouth half-open as though in pain. On the chin and on the half-open
lips, blood clots showed like brown stains. But the blue eyes were wide
open. Motionless in their sockets, they recognized him.
Stooping down, Ronnie saw that Julia would have spoken. Remembering the
doctor's warning, he said: "You're not to talk, mater. I'm here.
Aliette's here. It's quite all right." It seemed to him as though the
blue eyes understood. They closed wearily; and a sigh, almost a sigh of
relief, came through the half-opened lips. He thought, standing there by
the bedside: "I am powerless. Powerless to help. I can do nothing.
Nothing. Why doesn't the doctor do something? Why did he want that ice?"
Then, glancing toward the shadowy fireplace, Ronnie saw the doctor at
work; heard the faint smash-smash of the poker handle on ice in a cloth.
The doctor came to the bedside. He felt the doctor's hand on his arm;
heard his authoritative whisper, "Hold this for me, please"; and found
himself grasping a soap-basin.
The soap-basin was full of crushed ice, of the ice Aliette had
remembered to bring. The doctor had been crushing the ice. Now he was
feeding the ice to his patient. Piece by little piece he fed it--fed it
between those half-open lips.
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