Another half-hour went by. Already Aliette could see hints of dawn
behind the dining-room curtains. Now, knowing danger averted, her mind
reacted. She wanted desperately to sleep. Her eyes closed wearily. But
her ears were still keen to sound. She heard the doctor's feet and
Ronnie's creep cautiously downstairs, heard their whispered colloquy at
the dining-room door, woke from her brief doze before they could open
it.
"I do hope you haven't been frightened." Dr. Redbank smiled
professionally at the pale pretty woman by the fireside. "I hear we have
to thank your thoughtfulness for the ice. Most useful it was, too. I
have assured your husband that there is no cause for immediate alarm."
"You're sure, doctor?"
"Quite sure. However, as I understand that your mother-in-law's regular
attendant is away, I purpose looking in tomorrow, or rather this
morning, at about half-past ten. Meanwhile, you must keep her quiet;
and, of course, no solid food." He shook hands with her; and went out,
accompanied by Ronnie. Aliette, still sleepy, heard the front door close
gently behind him.
"Good man, that," said Ronnie, returning. He sat down heavily at the
table, and tried to light himself another cigarette. But his hands
trembled. The smoke seemed to stifle him.
"Won't you have some coffee?" she asked, suddenly wide awake, and as
suddenly aware of the misery in his eyes.
"Thanks dear, not yet."
Rising, she laid a hand on his arm.
"Man," she ventured, "was it very terrible?"
"Dreadful." His voice, usually so controlled, shook on the word,
jangling her overwrought nerves to breaking strain. "She's dying.
Dying."
"But the doctor said----"
"Never mind the doctor. _I_ know. And Alie," a sob tore at his
diaphragm, "it's my fault."
"_Your_ fault?" Awfully, she guessed his meaning.
"Yes."
Her hand dropped from his arm, and they stared at one another in
silence.
"Tell me," she said at last.
"No. Not now. Not yet." The remoteness of his eyes frightened her.
"I'd rather know," she pleaded; and again, "Why is it your fault? How
can it be your fault?"
"I'd rather not tell you." Once more she caught that frightening
remoteness in his eyes--in his very voice. Then, awfully, his reserve
broke. "She knew all the time, Alie."
"Knew what?" There was no need for her question.
"That she had consumption. That her only hope was to go away. She only
stayed on in London for--for," the words choked in his throat, "my
sake."
Minutes passed. Through the chinks in the curtains Aliette could see
dawn growing and growing. Her mouth ached to comfort him; but she dared
not speak. Her eyes ached for tears; but she dared not shed a tear.
Superstition tortured her mind--it seemed to her as though, Biblically,
their sin had found them out. Then resolutely, remembering the promise
sealed by her own lips to the dying, she put superstition from her.
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