"Me dear," retorted the admiral, "it's no laughing matter. Honestly, I'm
sorry I ever sired the fellow. But never you mind; just you keep your
courage up, and it'll all come out right in the long run."
"I'm keeping my courage up all right," said Aliette, still laughing;
for, somehow or other, Julia's illness had made her own affairs seem
rather petty.
4
After ten days of bed, the patient insisted on seeing Mrs. Sanderson.
"Sir Heron advises a few months in the country," she told that
secretarial automaton. "I shall take a furnished house; the bigger the
better. You'd better write to Hampton's and ask for particulars. It
mustn't be more than forty miles from town, so that my son can run down
for week-ends. You'll have to come with me, and I shall take all the
servants."
"Sir Heron says we must humor her," said Aliette, consulting Ronnie over
dinner. "He says that if she wants a big house, she must have a big
house. Nurse seems to think Sussex would be the best place."
"But, Alie, is she really fit to be moved?"
"Sir Heron says he wouldn't risk it with any one else, but that with her
constitution it's the best thing we can do."
Ronnie agreed. His mother's recovery appeared so rapid, her good spirits
were so infectious, that he had already persuaded himself of her
ultimate cure. Of the diabetic complication, definitely diagnosed at
last, neither he nor Aliette was informed, nurse and specialist being
alike constrained to secrecy by a patient whose brain had begun to
function so masterfully, even under the reduced doses of morphia, that
they were afraid to cross her will.
For now that the hemorrhage had eliminated all possibility of
self-deception from her imagination; now that she realized--despite Sir
Heron's confident reassurances--how at the best she could only live two
years, at the worst a bare six months, the plan, the final plan for
Aliette's release, had taken concrete shape in Julia's brain.
Wilberforce's revelations about the Carrington case had stuck in her
memory. Carrington, according to Wilberforce, had been broken by the
press. She, Julia, wielded a more enduring weapon.
It was strange, very strange, to lie there, on one's own bed, surrounded
by one's own cherished furniture; and knowing one's self doomed, yet
know one's self capable of wielding a weapon--could one but forge
it--which would outlast death itself. Yet could she, an ill woman, a
woman who had never known the financial need for working swiftly, hope
to forge her weapon, her sword of the written word, within six months?
"Yes," she decided, ruminating one late afternoon behind the warm
darkness of closed eyelids, "yes, it can just be done."
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