Light glinted on Julia Cavendish's wasted hands, on the virgin
manuscript-blocks and the sharpened pencils, on the runkled bed and the
wadded jacket at bed-foot. Painfully she reached for the jacket;
painfully, afraid for her lung, she managed to drape it about her
shoulders; painfully she arranged a pillow to prop her back; painfully
she took paper, a pencil; and, drawing up her knees to support the
manuscript-block, began.
"God," she prayed, "give me strength for the forging of this last
weapon."
* * * * *
It seemed to Julia Cavendish that she had scarcely set pencil to paper
when the first bird-twitter from dewy lawns warned her to abandon work;
to make, once again, that supreme effort from bed to desk, from desk to
bed; to smooth away with trembling fingers all signs of her
surreptitious task, and lay herself down to get what sleep she might
before Smithers brought her morning medicine.
CHAPTER XXVI
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Only those who have tended their loved ones through long illnesses know
how at such times hour slides into hour, eventless save for the notches
on the temperature-chart, for the slight recoveries or the slight
relapses of the patient, for the doctor's cautious warnings or the
nurse's hopeful cheeriness; how wary nights are but the interludes
between weary days.
But night after night at Daffadillies, while her watchers slept,
unwearied and warier than they, Julia's brain clocked away its eventful
hours; and dawn after wakeful dawn her weary hands added their
carefully-hidden sheets to the pile of penciled manuscript in the
leather-lined basket.
"Nurse," she used to say of a morning, "I haven't slept quite as well as
usual. After I've had my breakfast I think a little doze would do me
good." After lunch, too, she liked to doze, and sometimes even after
tea. "It's the best thing for her," said nurse. "She's getting better.
Quite soon she'll be able to get up."
And indeed to all of them, not only to nurse, but to Smithers and Mrs.
Sanderson, to Aliette and to Ronnie, who came down every week-end with
better and better news of the work for which John Cartwright had briefed
him, it seemed as though eventually she must get well. Already she
talked of returning to Bruton Street for the autumn, of wintering on the
Riviera. "That hemorrhage," she pronounced, "was a blessing in disguise.
This rest is doing me the good in the world. I feel like a
two-year-old."
Her assumed high spirits deceived everybody. Even Sir Heron Baynet, who
motored down one evening, felt the slender chance possible. "Let her get
up," he told Aliette over dinner. "Let her come downstairs if she feels
like it."
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