"I think the brougham should be here by now, Ronnie. Do you mind finding
out? And don't worry to see me home. I'm sure Mrs. Brunton will never
forgive me if I drag you away."
"Don't be absurd, mater. Of course I sha'n't let you go home by
yourself." Ronnie rose, and made his way across the room.
"You'll persuade him to stop? I--I'd rather go home alone," said Julia.
"Because you're tired. Because you don't want him to see it." The words
escaped Aliette before she could control them. She covered herself
quickly. "I'm sure that must be the reason. I'm sure, if I had a son, I
should never want him to think that I was tired."
"You have children then--girls? You couldn't have known otherwise." The
novelist in Julia was asleep; she could see no other reason why this
"charming creature" should have divined her mentality.
"No. I have no children, worse luck!"
Ronnie came back to say that the brougham waited.
"You mustn't come with me, Ronnie." Julia got to her feet.
"Mater, I insist."
"Persuade him to stay, Mrs. Brunton."
Subconsciously, Aliette knew the incident momentous. His blue eyes were
looking down into hers. Behind them she read indecision. He wanted to
see his mother home: he wanted to stay with her. She could keep him at
her side. Only, if she did keep him--and it would take the littlest
look, the littlest gesture,--then she would be interloper indeed.
Consciously now, she made her first sacrifice.
"I think a son's first duty is to his mother," smiled Aliette Brunton.
CHAPTER V
1
Ten days went by.
For Aliette, the trivial round of London continued.
She attended a terrific _tamasha_ of a wedding--all frocks and roses--at
St. George's, Hanover Square; she dined at the Carlton with Hector and a
sumptuous client from the money-making North; she walked the park with
Ponto, her harlequin Dane, who, as though he understood his mistress was
troubled, kept close at heel while she footed it, and thrust a
consolatory nose into her lap whenever she sat down; she played
lawn-tennis at Queen's; she did her household duties at Lancaster Gate,
fighting and defeating a miniature revolution among the female staff.
But her emotions she could neither fight nor defeat.
These emotions were all strange, sweet, disturbing. For the first time
in her life a man obscured the entire mental horizon. Constantly she
thought of Ronnie--imagining him her confidant, her friend, her lover.
Her mind took a whole week to formulate that last definite word; and
even then the word seemed inadequate.
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