Meanwhile he said to himself, "She's taken so much trouble over this
little dinner. I ought to be more grateful. Dash it, I _am_ grateful!
Good Lord, it's nearly nine o'clock! The last post will be in soon.
Perhaps there'll be a letter. Perhaps Aliette will telephone to-night. I
must get away by ten."
Resultantly, by the time Kate brought coffee and cigarettes, the moment
for confidences was as unpropitious as any Julia Cavendish could
possibly have chosen.
"Ronnie," she, began, as soon as they were alone, "I hope you won't be
angry at what I'm going to say."
The opening, so entirely foreign to her usual abruptness, made
Ronnie--on the instant--suspicious. The Wixton imagination in him said:
"Danger! She's found out. She knows something about Aliette. She may
know about Aliette's having been to your rooms." And immediately the
magisterial Cavendish in him decided: "I shall refuse to be drawn. It's
not her business. Even if she does know, she ought to have waited till
_I_ thought fit to broach the subject."
Nevertheless, the ghost of the schoolboy who had liked _sauce Béarnaise_
and been vaguely frightened of his mother was in a funk. The ghost of
the schoolboy, looking at his mother's determined chin, did not see the
unhappiness behind his mother's blue eyes.
After a second's hesitation, the magisterial Cavendish laughed.
"It depends on what you are going to say, mater."
"It isn't much." Julia braced herself to the unpleasant task. "Perhaps
it isn't anything at all. But I feel that you're keeping something from
me. Something rather--important. Something that's making you unhappy.
Can't you confide in me? I might be able to help. We've never had any
secrets from each other, you and I."
Kate, coming in to clear the table, was shooed away with a calm "We
haven't quite finished our coffee. I'll ring when I want you."
"We oughtn't to have secrets from one another," went on Julia
diffidently.
Her son, stiff-lipped, uncompromising, made no answer; and she
continued, a little afraid:
"You told me about Lucy. Can't you tell me about this--love affair?"
The tone irritated him.
"My dear mater, what love affair?"
"Flirtation, then?" Fleetingly, her suspicions lulled by his presence,
she thought how ridiculous it was of him to be so stubborn. Dot
Fancourt, Paul Flower, and many other of the literary among her
acquaintances rather liked talking about their flirtations. Then his
very stubbornness perturbed her.
"Ronnie," she said, "be open with me. You _are_ in love?"
"What if I am?" He had never lied to her, and had no intention of doing
so now. Apparently she did not know about Aliette's having been to
Jermyn Street; otherwise--reticence with him not being one of her
characteristics--she would have said so. Obviously, though, she
suspected quite enough!
"What if I am?" he repeated.
"You mean--it's not my business?" she faltered.
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