Out from the folds of the impenetrable mist that rolled through the
hollows of the low mounds that formed that natural amphitheatre, came
the sound of many voices, and the effect was strange, for one could not
even see that a mass of people was assembled there. The hum that the
newcomers heard when still some distance away became louder as
they approached, and soon they were able to distinguish words and
phrases--men calling aloud to men--some who had strayed from the friends
were moving about calling their names, and occasionally singing out a
hail in the forlorn hope of their voices being recognised; then there
came the distressed wail of a woman who had got separated from her
party, and with the laughter of a group who had got reunited after many
wanderings. There was no lack of sounds, but no shape of men or women
could be distinguished in the mist, until Wesley and his party were
among them. And even then the dimly seen shapes had suggestions of the
unreal about them. Some would loom larger than human for a few moments,
and then vanish suddenly. Others seemed grotesquely transfigured in the
mist as if they had enwrapped themselves in a disguise of sackcloth.
They seemed not to be flesh and blood, but only shadows. Coming suddenly
upon them, one felt that one had wandered to another world--a region of
restless shadows.
How was any man to preach to such a congregation? How was a preacher to
put force into his words, when failing to see the people before him?
When Wesley found himself on the eminence where he had spoken to the
multitude on his first coming to Cornwall, and several times later, he
looked down in front of him and saw nothing except the fine gauze of the
grey clouds that rolled around the rocks. He stood there feeling that he
was the only living being in a world that was strange to him. He thought
of the poet who had gone to the place of departed spirits, and realised
his awful isolation. How was he to speak words of life to this spectral
host?
He had never known what fear was even when he had faced a maddened crowd
bent upon the most strenuous opposition to his preaching: he had simply
paid no attention to them, and the sound of his voice had held them
back from him and their opposition had become parched. But now he felt
something akin to terror. Who was he that he should make this attempt to
do what no man had ever done before?
He fell upon his knees and prayed aloud. Light--Light--Light--that was
the subject of his prayer. He was there with the people who had walked
in darkness--he had walked with them, and now they were in the presence
of the One who had said “Let there be Light.” He prayed that the Light
of the World might appear to them at that time--the Light that shineth
through the darkness that comprehended Him not. He prayed for light to
understand the Light, as the poet had done out of the darkness of his
blindness.
“So much the rather, Thou Celestial Light,
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