The result of his meditations was as might have been expected. When a
man who is no longer young gives himself up to consider the advisability
of offering marriage to a young woman with whom he has not been in
communication for much more than a month, he usually procrastinates in
regard to the deciding scene. Wesley felt that perhaps he had been too
hasty in coming to the conclusion that a marriage with Nelly would bring
happiness to them both. Only a few hours had elapsed since he had, as he
thought, made up his mind that he loved her. Should he not refrain from
acting on such an impulse? What would be the consequence if he were to
ask the young woman to be his wife and find out after a time that he
should not have been so sure of himself? Surely so serious a step as
he was contemplating should be taken with the utmost deliberation. He
should put himself to the test. Although he had been looking forward to
seeing the girl this day, he would not see her until the next day--nay,
he was not confident that he might not perceive that his duty lay in
waiting for several days before approaching her with his offer.
That was why, when he left the house to take the air, he walked, not
in the direction of the village, where he should run the best chance of
meeting her, but toward the cliffs, which were usually deserted on week
days, except by the Squire's grooms, who exercised the horses in their
charge upon the fine dry sand that formed a large plateau between the
pathway and the struggling trees on the outskirts of Court Park.
He went musing along the cliff way, thinking of the contrast between
this day and the previous one--of the contrast between those sparkling
waves that tossed over each other in lazy play, and the slime and ooze
which had lain bare and horrid with their suggestions of destruction
and disaster. It was a day such as one could scarcely have dreamt of
following so sinister a sunset as he had watched from this place. It was
a day that made him glad that he had not uttered a harsh word in rebuke
of the man who had troubled him--indeed he felt most kindly disposed
toward Pritchard; he was certainly ready to forgive him for having been
the means of bringing him, Wesley, back to this neighbourhood.
He wondered if it had not been for Pritchard, would he have returned to
Ruthallion and Porthawn. Was the affection for Nelly, of which he had
become conscious during his journeying in the west, strong enough at
that time to carry him back to Porthawn, or had it matured only since he
had come back to her?
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