It was her turn to be startled. He saw the effect that his words had
produced upon her, and he hastened to modify it. He felt that he had no
right to say a word that might even in a distant way suggest to her the
direction in which his thoughts--his hopes--had so recently led him.
“Have I spoken too vaguely?” he said. “Surely not. But I will be
explicit, and assure you that from the day we walked through the valley
side by side I have thought of you as a good daughter--an honest and
innocent young woman, thoughtful for the well-being of others.”
“Oh, sir, your good opinion is everything to me!” she cried. “But I
feel that I have not earned it truly. Vanity has ever been my besetting
sin--vanity and fickleness. That is what I have to confess to you now
before asking you for your counsel.”
“God forbid that I should give you any counsel except that which I am
assured must be for your own well-being. Tell me all that is weighing on
your heart, and, God helping me, I will try to help you.”
“I will tell you all--all that I may tell, sir.'Tis not much to tell,
but it means a great deal to me. In brief, Mr. Wesley, a year ago I was
at Bristol and there I met a worthy man, who asked me to marry him. I
felt then that I loved him so truly that 'twould be impossible for me
ever to change, and so I gave him my promise. I had been ofttimes wooed
before, but because my heart had never been touched the neighbours all
affirmed that I had the hardest heart of any maiden in the Port. They
may have been right; but, hard-hearted or not, I believed that I loved
this man, and he sailed away satisfied that I would be true to him.”
“He was a mariner?”
“He is a master-mariner, and his ship is a fine one. He sailed for the
China Seas, and 'twas agreed that after his long voyage we were to be
married. That was, I say, a year ago, and I was true to him until----”
She faltered, she gave him a look that he could not understand, and then
all at once she flung herself down on the short coarse herbage of the
cliff, and began to weep with her hands over her face.
He strove to soothe her and comfort her, saying she had done naught
that was wrong--giving her assurance that a way out of her trouble would
surely he found if she told him all.
“What am I to do?” she cried, looking piteously up to him, with shining
eyes. “What am I to do? I got a letter from him only on Friday last,
telling me that he had had a prosperous voyage and had just brought his
ship safe to Bristol, and that he meant to come to me without delay. Oh,
sir, 'twas only when I had that letter I found that I no longer loved him
as I did a year ago.”
“Is there another man who has come between you, my child?” he asked
gravely.
“Heaven help me! there is another,” she faltered.
“And does he know that you are bound by a promise to someone else? If
so, believe me he is a dishonourable man, and you must dismiss him from
your thought,” said he.
She shook her head.
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