“Mr. Wesley, I knew not that I had the gift until I heard you preach,”
he said. “I only suspected now and again when I felt the twitchings of
the twig between my hands when I was finding the water, that I was not
as other men; but when I heard you preach and saw how you carried all
who listened away upon your words as though they were not words, but a
wave of the sea, and the natural people the flotsam of the waste, I
felt my heart swell within me by reason of the knowledge that I had been
chosen to proclaim something great beyond even all that you could teach.
And now 'tis left for you to stand by my side and tell all that have
ears to hear to prepare for the Great Day. It is coming--Monday. I would
that we had a longer space, Sir, for, were it so, my name would go forth
through all the world as yours has done--nay, with more honour, for a
prophet is ahead of the mere preacher. But you will do your best for the
world in the time allowed to us, will you not, Mr. Wesley?”
He laid his hand on one of Wesley's, firmly and kindly.
“My poor brother!” said Wesley gently. “God forgive me if I have been
the means of causing hurt to even the weakest of my brethren. Let us
live, dear brother, as if our days in the world were not to be longer
than this week, giving our thoughts not to ourselves, but to God;
seeking for no glory to attach to our poor names, but only to the Name
at which every knee must bow. Humility--let us strive after humility.
What are we but dust?”
The man looked at him--there was still some light in the room--and after
the lapse of a few moments he said:
“You have spoke a great truth, Mr. Wesley. Humility is for all of us.
Pray that I may attain it, brother. It should come easy enough to some
that we know, but for such as you and me, especially me, dear
brother, 'tis not so easy. The gift of prophecy surely raises a humble
man into circumstances so lofty that he is above the need for any abject
demeanour. Ay, now that I reflect on't, I am not sure that I have any
right to be humble. 'Twould be like flouting a gift in the face of the
giver. 'Twould be like a servant wearing a ragged coat when his master
hath provided him with a fine suit of livery.”
He had risen from his place, and now he remarked that the evening had
come and he had far to travel. He gave Wesley his hand, nodded to the
others and went through the door without another word.
The men whom he left in the room drew long breaths. One of them--the
farmer--made a sound with his tongue against his teeth as one might do
when a child too young to know better breaks a saucer. The miller gave
an exclamation that went still further, showing more of contempt and
less of pity. Mr. Hartwell, the mine-owner, who was a quiet, well-read
man, said:
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