“Nay, 'tis on you that the rebuke has fallen, and you know it, John
Wesley,” cried Bennet, more fiercely than ever. “Nelly Polwhele would
have come to love me in time had not you come between us--that I know--I
know it, I tell you, I know it--my love for her is so overwhelming
that she would not have been able to hold out against it. But you came,
and--answer me, man: when it was written to you that you were to return
hither in hot haste to combat the folly of Pritchard, did not your heart
exult with the thought singing through it, 'I shall see her again--I
shall be beside her once more'?”
Wesley started so that his horse sprang forward and the man before him
barely escaped being knocked down. But Bennet did not even pretend that
he fancied Wesley intended riding him down. He only laughed savagely,
saying:
“That start of yours tells me that I know what is in your heart better
than you do yourself. Well, it hath made a revelation to you now, Mr.
Wesley, and if you are wise you will profit by it. I tell you that if
you think of her again you are lost--you are lost. The first rebuke has
fallen upon you from above.'Tis a light one. But what will the second
be? Ponder upon that question, sir. Know that even now she is softening
toward me. Come not between us again. Man, the love of woman is not
for such as you, least of all the love of a child whose heart is as the
heart of the Spring season quivering with the joy of life. Now ride on,
sir, and ask your reason if I have not counselled you aright.”
He had spoken almost frantically at first; but his voice had fallen: he
had become almost calm while uttering his last sentences.
He took off his hat, stepped to one side, and pointed down the road.
He kept his arm stretched out and his fingers as an index, while Wesley
looked at him, as if about to make a reply.
But if Wesley meant to speak he relinquished his intention. He looked
at the man without a word, and without breaking the silence, urged his
horse forward and rode slowly away.
CHAPTER XIII
John Wesley had ample food for thought for the remainder of his
journey. He knew that the man who had appeared to him so suddenly out of
the mist had for some time been on the brink of madness through his wild
passion for Nelly Pol-whele, which brought about a frenzy of jealousy
in respect of any man whom he saw near the girl. The fierceness of his
gibes was due to this madness of his. But had the wretch stumbled in his
blindness over a true thing? Was it the truth that he, Wesley, had all.
unknown to himself drawn that girl close to him by a tenderer cord than
that which had caused her to minister to his needs after he had preached
his first great sermon?
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