Then it was that he was conscious of a feeling of exultation. His own
heart seemed to be revealed to him in a moment. Only for a moment,
however; for he gave a cry, passing his hand athwart his face as if to
sweep away a film of mist from before his eyes.
“Madness--madness and disaster! The love of woman is not for such as
I--the man spoke the truth. The love of woman is not for me. Not for me
the sweet companionship, the fireside of home, the little cradle from
which comes the little cry--not for me--not for me!”
He rode on, and so docile had his mind become through the stern
discipline of years, not once did his thoughts stray to Nelly from
the grave matter which he had been considering when he encountered
bennet--not once did he think even of Bennet. What he had before him
was the question of what steps he should take to counteract the mischief
which had been done and was still being done by the man who had taken it
upon him to predict the end of the world.
A change seemed to have come over his way of looking at the matter.
Previously he had not seen his way clearly; the mist that was sweeping
through the valley seemed to have obscured his mental vision. He had
been aware of a certain ill-defined sympathy in regard to the man since
he had shown himself to be something of a mystic; his trance and, his
account of the vision that he had seen had urged Wesley's interest
into another channel, as it were; so that he found himself considering
somewhat dreamily the whole question of the trustworthiness of visions,
and then he had been able to agree with his friends at the Mill who had
certainly not taken very long to make up their minds as to how Pritchard
should be dealt with.
Now, however, Wesley seemed to see his way clearly. He became practical
in a moment. He perceived that it was necessary for him to dissociate
himself and his system from such as Pritchard--men who sought to play
solely upon the emotions of their hearers, and who had nothing of the
Truth to offer them however receptive their hearers' hearts had become.
He did not doubt that Pritchard would take credit to himself for the
non-fulfilment of his prophecy. He would bring forward the case of Jonah
and Nineveh. Jonah had said definitely that Nineveh would be destroyed
on a certain day; but the inhabitants had been aroused to repent, and
the city's last day had been deferred. He would take credit to himself
for arresting the Day of Judgment, his prophecy having brought about the
repentance of his neighbours at Porthawn and Ruthallion, and thus the
fact of his prophecy not being realised would actually add to the
fame which he had already achieved, and his harmfulness would be
proportionately increased.
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