“Come, come,” I told myself. “This is ridiculous! Cheer up, child, and
repeat _Horatius_, if you can’t remember any French.”
But even Macaulay’s stirring lines, with which Haze and I have heartened
each other since nursery days, seemed to have lost their magic.
“Lars Porsena of Clusium,——”
I began; and ended on a sob. Till, quite unexpectedly, without the least
premeditation, I found myself murmuring instead:—
“O Lord, raise up, we pray Thee, Thy power, and come among
us, and with great might succour us; that whereas, through
our sins and wickedness, we are sore let and hindered in
running the race that is set before us, Thy bountiful grace
and mercy may speedily help and deliver us;...”
It was the beautiful collect for the Fourth Sunday in Advent. There
seemed nothing incongruous in repeating it above a washtub, either!
Instantly I dried my tears. “Whereas, through our sins and wickedness,
we are sore let and hindered in running the race that is set before us!”
_That_ was the whole trouble! Parties, indeed! attention! What did they
matter to a girl blessed with the dearest family in the world to love
and work for? My back stopped aching. I thought of little patient Robin
upstairs in the big rocker, “pertending” to play with his “friends,”—how
his pale cheeks would flush with pleasure if I could manage to hang out
the clothes in time to sit with him a few moments before lunch. It was
worth trying for! And so I did;—and it was that very morning, if you
please, that Bobsie, looking down the street, uttered his jubilant
shout:—
“A Boarder! A Boarder!”
His name is Mr. Lysle. He has a square, bland face, a portly presence,
and a heavy artillery voice. It was Ernie who dubbed him “the
Hippopotamus.” He has rented our three empty rooms at the biggest price
we have yet received for them; and he and his wife and his sister will
move in on Saturday! Oh, how beautiful!—that we should have been so
“speedily helped and delivered.”
“My brave little Elizabeth,” said mother to me late this evening, “you
have been such a comfort, such a support! But it is over now, dear. We
will send to-morrow for Rose to come back. We will order furnace coal,
and—we _haven’t drawn on our bank account_!”
Then she kissed me, and I blushed for very shame. For I have not been
brave,—you know that, old diary,—at least not _inside_. How I wish that
I might look back, and honestly feel that I have earned mother’s
precious praise!
Friday, February 6.
School politics have been exciting these last few weeks, though in the
stress and strain of home affairs I have had no time to report them. But
Ernie has taken them very seriously, and for her sake we are glad the
end has come. Yesterday the Sixth Grammar Grade was promoted, and the
prize-winner’s name read aloud from the platform. Can you guess who it
was?
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