"Now run and dress," advised La Signorina. "Let me dream a little more,
while the sun sets. I can dream a pleasant dream sometimes."
And indeed the dream was not unpleasant, for her thoughts went back to
that night in New York. Did he really think of her, then? Was it
possible for a man to forget so bizarre an episode? Rather would it not
leave a lasting impression? She liked him. He had a clean, kindly face
and handsome eyes. How she had played with him! How she had tempted him!
And yet, through it all, a gentleman, a witty, interesting, amiable
gentleman, who never approached the innuendo, or uttered a
double-meaning. On her part she had taken great risks; but the fun had
been merry and harmless.
She recalled his liberal-minded patriotism and his sensible comparisons.
Surely he was right: the race of gentlemen had not yet died out in far
America. With what mystery had he invested her? With what charms had he
endued her? She smiled gently. It was pleasant to be made a heroine even
for the small space of two hours. He was an idle young man, after a
fashion; that was because he had not been waked up. But under his jest
and under his laughter she was sure that there was courage and purpose
and high emprise. Take care! she thought. Take care! Might not this
little dream carry her too far out to sea?... To have met a man like
this one in time! How gracefully, how boyishly, he had kissed her hand!
More than this, there had been an artless admiration in his upturned
eyes, an expression which a gentleman of the Old World would have
lacked. Why had she sent him that mask? Had it been a challenge, an
indirect challenge, daring him to follow and seek her? She really could
not answer. It had been one of those half-conscious whims which may be
assigned to no positive cause. Besides, no sensible man would have
accepted such a challenge. She knew men tolerably well: after thirty
they cease to follow visions; they seek tangible things. . . . No, they
must never meet again. It would not be wise. Her heart, lonely,
disappointed, galled as it were by disillusion, might not withstand much
storming. And she had no wish to add this irretrievable folly to the
original blunder. Too late, too late! Decidedly they must not meet
again. She was afraid.
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