Biddy, the favourite of the two girls, had once or twice asked her
mistress what ailed her, and whether she was ill; but Feemy only
answered her crossly that she was bothered with that horrid headache,
and the girl could only believe that either this was actually the
case, or else that she had quarrelled with her lover; and as it
was now three days since he had been at Ballycloran, she at last
determined that this was the case.
During these three days, Feemy had frequently made up her mind, or
rather she fancied she had made up her mind to give Ussher up,--to go
and confess it all to Father John, or to tell it to Mrs. McKeon; and
if it had not been for the false pride within her, which would not
allow her to own that she had been deceived, and that her lover was
unworthy, she would have done so. His present coolness, and his
cruelty in not coming to see her, though they did not destroy her
love, greatly shook it; and had she had one kind word to assist her
in the struggle within herself, she might still have prevented much
of the misery which her folly was fated to produce.
When Mrs. McKeon and her daughters came for her about one o'clock on
Monday, the small exertion necessary for putting up her clothes, had
made her somewhat better--something more able to talk than she had
been before, and they did not then observe anything particular about
her; but she had been but a very short time at Drumsna, before it
was evident to Mrs. McKeon, that something was the matter with her.
When she questioned her, Feemy gave the same answer--that she had a
racking headache; and though this did very well for a time, before
the evening was over, the good lady was certain that something more
than a headache afflicted her guest.
The next day, according to his promise, Ussher called, but of course
at Mrs. McKeon's house he could not see her alone; that lady and her
daughters were present all the time. When he came in, Ussher shook
hands with Feemy as he would with anybody else, and began talking
gaily to the two other girls. He had regained his presence of mind
completely, and however deficient Feemy might be in that respect, he
now proved himself a perfect master of hypocrisy. He did not stay
long, and as he got up to go away, he merely remarked that he hoped
he should meet the ladies that day week on the race-course, and at
the ball; and the only thing he said especially to Feemy was, that he
should call at Ballycloran on his way to the races, and that when he
saw her on the course, he would tell her how her father and brother
were; and he remarked that he should not go home that night, as he
had been asked to dine and sleep at Brown Hall.
The week passed on, and Feemy remained in the same melancholy
desponding way; saying nothing to Mrs. McKeon, and little to the two
girls, who, in spite of Feemy's sin in having a lover, did everything
in their power to cheer and enliven her.
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