"I trust in God, Thady," said he, "I confidently trust you will be
with me at the Cottage to-morrow night, or at any rate the next. The
Cottage shall be your home for some time, my boy, if they allow you
any home in the country. I don't want to give you false hopes, but I
don't think any jury can convict you. I'm sure Mr. O'Malley thinks so
too."
"I don't think so, Father John; it may be so, but I don't think so;
it's a comfort to me to know I never meant his death, although he was
doing what might have tempted me to shoot him, av I'd had a pistol in
my hand; for as I sit here he was dragging her down the avenue by the
waist. But I never thought to kill him, and though I think they will
hang me, I feel that I haven't the weight of murdher on my hands."
"You haven't, Thady; indeed you may say you haven't. I that should
teach you to repent your sins, not to hide them from your own heart,
tell you that you haven't. But should they condemn you, there are
those that will have. But God forbid--may God in his great mercy
forbid it."
"But, Father John, what'll Feemy do? what will the owld man do when
I am--when I'm gone? Keegan 'll have all now. She'll be turned out to
beg across the world; and what'll ever become of her?"
"Your father'll be cared for, Thady. Though no one else should see to
him, I will, for your sake. He's very infirm; you'll be astonished
when you see him; but while he lives and while I have a bit of bread
to share with him, or a roof to shelter him, for your sake, he shall
never want it."
Thady pressed the priest's hand between his own.
"What a thing it is to have a friend like you! but Feemy--who'll
provide for Feemy? she'll be the only one left of the name when I'm
gone; there'll be nothing left but her; house and family 'll be gone
then, and except for poor Feemy, there'd be an end of the whole
concern."
"Don't go on that way," said Father John, with tears in his eyes.
"You'll be able to see after, and live with your own sister yet; and
who knows but you may yet beat Keegan out of Ballycloran?"
"Oh, no, Father John! av they don't hang me out and out--av they
don't put an end to me altogether, I'll be transported, or sent back
here to gaol. I'll never be at Ballycloran again. Bad as the place
is, I loved it. I think it's all the throuble I had with it, and with
the tinants, that made me love it so. God forgive me--I was hard
enough to some of them!"
Father John remained with him till the evening was far advanced, and
then left him, promising to be in court on the morrow.
"Let me see you there, Father John," said he. "Stand near me whilst
it's going on; it'll be a comfort to me to have one friend near me
among so many strangers, and at such a time."
"I will, my boy. I must leave the court when Feemy is to come, for
I've promised to be with Mrs. McKeon when she brings her in; but
excepting that, I'll stand as near you as they'll let me."
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