It will be remembered that when Father John left Feemy after his
morning visit, she remained alone till Mr. Keegan came: and that
she was dismissed from the dining-room when they began to talk on
business. She then betook herself to dress for the evening amusement;
that is, to make herself something decent before she met Ussher; to
brush her hair, and to dismiss all the traces of that disenchanting
dishabille which I have attempted to describe. Whilst at her toilet
Feemy turned over in her mind all that her brother and Father John
had said, and firmly resolved not to let the evening pass without
telling her lover the comfort it would be to have some decided steps
taken as to their engagement: and yet she almost shuddered at the
thoughts of doing so; there was a frown which occasionally came over
Ussher's face, which made her dread him; and she couldn't but feel
that if he wished to take any such steps, he would do so without her
asking him; in fact, that it would be much better that he should do
so unasked. And then, if he got angry,--if he should tell her that as
she could not wait and trust him, they must part; how could she bear
the idea of losing him? What could she say or do, if he answered her
sternly?--if he scolded her, or perhaps worse, absolutely quarrelled
with her? Poor Feemy began to wish the evening over to which she
had looked forward as the source of so much pleasure; she feared
to neglect the warnings she had received, and she felt that things
could not go on always as they were; but she trembled at the idea of
telling this to Ussher.
Her silent dinner was soon over; she made her father's punch, and
sat down to wait for her lover. Larry kept up a continual growl
about Thady's absence, suggesting that Keegan had cozened him off to
Carrick, to sign the estate away; accusing him of conspiracy with the
attorney, to rob him, his father; wondering why he wouldn't come to
dinner, &c.: to all which Feemy made no reply; she never noticed his
grumblings; she sat absorbed in her own thoughts, meditating what she
would say to Ussher, till she heard his horse's feet at the head of
the avenue, and then she jumped up to meet him at the hall-door.
"How are you, Myles?" and "Well, Feemy, how's yourself?" and then,
having reached the hall door, he took the fond girl in his arms and
kissed her. "Ah; don't then, Myles; there's Katty on the stairs; come
in then, and take your punch;" and they entered the room where Larry
was sitting over the fire.
"How are you this evening, Sir?" said Ussher, "this fine night."
The old man always brightened up a little when Ussher came in.
"How d'ye do, Captain?--I'm glad to see you. Did the Captain get his
dinner then, Feemy?--you don't ask Captain Ussher whether he got his
dinner."
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