Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 1775-1865 -- Fiction
"Pray then what else? You let a young man love you--you let him tell
you so--you tell him 'yes, I love you' and then when he says marry me,
you say, 'no.' Such ways I call bad, very bad! Not worthy of my Joris
are you, and so then, I am glad you said 'no.'"
"I do not understand you."
"Neither did you understand my Joris--a great mistake he made--and he
did not understand you; and I do not understand such ways of the girls
of this day. They are shameless, and I am ashamed for you."
"Madame, you are very rude."
"And very false are you."
"I am not false."
"My Joris told me so. Truth itself is Joris. He would not lie. He would
not deceive."
"If your grandson told you I had deceived him, and refused to marry
him,--let it be so. I have no wish to contradict your grandson."
"That you cannot do. I am ashamed--"
"Madame, I wish you good morning;" and with these words Cornelia left
the store. Her cheeks were burning; the old lady's angry voice was in
her ears, she felt the eyes of every one in the store upon her, and she
was indignant and mortified at a meeting so inopportune. Her heart had
also received a new stab; and she had not at the moment any philosophy
to meet it. Joris had evidently told his grandmother exactly what the
old lady affirmed. She had not a doubt of that, but why? Why had he
lied about her? Was there no other way out of his entanglement with
her? She walked home in a hurry, and as soon as possible shut herself
in her room to consider this fresh wrong and injustice.
She could arrive at only one conclusion--Annie's most unexpected
appearance had happened immediately after his proposal to herself. He
was pressed for time, his grandparents would be especially likely to
embarrass him concerning her claims, and of course the quickest and
surest way to prevent questioning on the matter, was to tell them that
she had refused him. That fact would close their mouths in sympathy for
his disappointment, and there would be no further circumstances to
clear up. It was the only explanation of madame's attitude that was
possible, and she was compelled to accept it, much as it humiliated
her. And then after it had been accepted and sorrowed over, there came
back to her those deeper assurances, those soul assertions, which she
could not either examine or define, but which she felt compelled to
receive--He loves me! I feel it! It is not his fault! I must not think
wrong of him.
There was still Madame Jacobus to hope for. She was so shrewd and so
kindly, that Cornelia felt certain of her sympathy and wise advice. But
month after month passed away and madame's house remained empty and
forlorn-looking. Now and then there came short fateful letters from
Arenta, and Van Ariens--utterly miserable--visited them frequently that
he might be comforted with their assurances of his child's ability to
manage the very worst circumstances in which she could be placed.
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