Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 1775-1865 -- Fiction
"Well, as I am in mourning, I cannot go to the wedding; so then I am
delighted to have told her a little of my mind."
"It is a great marriage for the Doctor's daughter; a countess she will
be."
"And a marquise I am. And will you please say, if either countess or
marquise is better than mistress or madame? Thank all the powers that
be! I have learned the value of a title, and I shall change marquise
for mistress, as soon as I can do so."
"If always you had thought thus, a great deal of sorrow we had both
been spared."
"Well, then, a girl cannot get her share of wisdom, till she comes to
it. After all, I am now sorry I have quarrelled with Cornelia. In New
York and Philadelphia she will be a great woman."
"To take offence is a great folly, and to give offence is a great
folly--I know not which is the greater, Arenta."
"Oh, indeed, father," she answered, "if I am hurt and angry, I shall
take the liberty to say so. Anger that is hidden cannot be gratified;
and if people use me badly, it is my way to tell them I am aware of it.
One may be obliged to eat brown bread, but I, for one, will say it is
brown bread, and not white."
"Your own way you will take, until into some great trouble you stumble."
"And then my own way I shall take, until out of it I stumble."
"I have told Rem what he must do. Like a man he must say, 'I did wrong,
and I am sorry for it,' and so well I think of those he has wronged, as
to be sure they will answer, 'It is forgiven.'"
"And forgotten."
"That is different. To forgive freely, is what we owe to our enemy; to
forget not, is what we owe to ourselves."
"But if Rem's fault is forgiven, and not forgotten, what good will it
do him? I have seen that every one forgives much in themselves that
they find unpardonable in other people."
"In so far, Arenta, we are all at fault."
"I think it is cruel, father, to ask Rem to speak truth to his own
injury. Even the law is kinder than you, it asks no man to accuse
himself."
"Right wrongs no man. Till others move in this matter, you be quiet. If
you talk, evil words you will say; and mind this, Arenta, the evil that
comes out of your lips, into your own bosom will fall. All my life I
have seen this."
But Arenta could not be quiet. She would sow thorns, though she had to
walk unshod; and her father's advice moved her no more than a breath
moves a mountain. In the same afternoon she saw Madame Jacobus going to
Doctor Moran's, and the hour she remained there, was full of misery to
her impetuous self-adoring heart. She was sure they were talking of Rem
and herself; and as she had all their conversation to imagine, she came
to conclusions in accord with her suspicions.
But she met her aunt at the door and brought her eagerly into the
parlour. She had had no visitors that day, and was bored and restless
and longing for conversation. "I saw you go to the Doctor's an hour
ago, aunt," she said. "I hope the Captain is well."
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