Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 1775-1865 -- Fiction
Both men were glad to be alone. They had outworn emotion and knew
instinctively that some common duty was the best restorer. The same
feeling affected, in one way or another, all the watchers of this
destiny. Women whose household work was belated, whose children were
strayed, who had used up their nervous strength in waiting and feeling,
were now cross and inclined to belittle the affair and to be angry at
Arenta and themselves for their lost day. And men, young and old, all
went back to their ledgers and counters and manufacturing with a sense
of lassitude and dejection.
Peter had nearly reached his own house when he met Doctor Moran. The
doctor was more irritable than depressed. He looked at his friend and
said sharply, "You have a fever, Van Ariens. Go to bed and sleep."
"To work I will go. That is the best thing to do. My house has no
comfort in it. Like a milliner's or a mercer's store it has been for
many weeks. Well, then, my Cousin Deborah is at work there, and in a
little while--a little while--" He suddenly stopped and looked at the
doctor with brimming eyes. In that moment he understood that no putting
to rights could ever make his home the same. His little saucy, selfish,
but dearly loved Arenta would come there no more; and he found not one
word that could express the tide of sorrow rising in his heart. Doctor
John understood. He remained quiet, silent, clasping Van Ariens' hand
until the desolate father with a great effort blurted out--
"She is gone!--and smiling, also, she went."
"It is the curse of Adam," answered Doctor Moran bitterly--"to bring up
daughters, to love them, to toil and save and deny ourselves for them,
and then to see some strange man, of whom we have no certain knowledge,
carry them off captive to his destiny and his desires. 'Tis a thankless
portion to be a father--a bitter pleasure."
"Well, then, to be a mother is worse."
"Who can tell that? Women take for compensations things that do not
deceive a father. And, also, they have one grand promise to help them
bear loss and disappointment--the assurance of the Holy Scripture that
they shall have salvation through child-bearing. And I, who have seen
so much of family love and life, can tell you that this promise is all
many a mother has for her travail and sorrowful love."
"It is enough. Pray God that we miss not of that reward some share,"
and with a motion of adieu he turned into his house. Very thoughtfully
the Doctor went on to William Street where he had a patient,--a young
girl of about Arenta's age--very ill. A woman opened the door--a woman
weeping bitterly.
"She is gone, Doctor."
"At what hour?"
"The clock was striking three--she went smiling."
Then he bowed his head and turned away.
There was nothing more that he could do; but he remembered that Arenta
had stepped on board the La Belle France as the clock struck three, and
that she also had gone smiling to her unknown destiny.
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