Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 1775-1865 -- Fiction
"Cornelia has been visiting or shopping," he thought; "and if it were
visiting, no one would part with her until the last moment; so then if
she get home by dinner-time it is as much as I can expect. I may as
well eat, and then wait in what patience I can, another hour or
two--yes, it will be two hours. I will give her two hours--for she will
be obliged to serve others before me. Well, well, patience is my
penance."
But in truth he expected the letter to be in advance of three o'clock.
"Twenty words will answer me," he thought; "yes, ten words; and she
will find or make the time to write them;" and between this hope and
the certainty of three o'clock, he worried the minutes away until three
struck. Then there was a knock at his door and he went hastily to
answer it. Balthazar stood there with the longed-for letter in his
hand. He felt first of all that he must be quite alone with it. So he
turned the key and then stood a moment to examine the outside. A letter
from Cornelia! It was a joy to see his own name written by her hand. He
kissed the superscription, and kissed the white seal, and sank into his
chair with a sigh of delight to read it.
In a few moments a change beyond all expression came over his
face--perplexity, anger, despair cruelly assailed him. It was evident
that some irreparable thing had ruined all his hopes. He was for some
moments dumb. He felt what he could not express, for a great calamity
had opened a chamber of feeling, which required new words to explain
it. This trance of grief was followed by passionate imprecations and
reproaches, wearing themselves away to an utter amazement and
incredulity. He had flung the letter to the floor, but he lifted it
again and went over the cruel words, forcing himself to read them
slowly and aloud. Every period was like a fresh sentence of death.
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