Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 1775-1865 -- Fiction
It was far otherwise with Rem. The moment he opened the letter brought
him by Cornelia's messenger, in that very moment he knew that it was
NOT his letter. He understood at once the position, and perceived that
he held in his hand an instrument, which if affairs went as he desired,
was likely to make trouble he could perchance turn to his own
advantage. The fate that had favoured him so far would doubtless go
further--if he let it alone. These thoughts sprang at once into his
reflection, but were barely entertained before nobler ones displaced
them. As a Christian gentleman he knew what he ought to do without
cavil and without delay, and he rose to follow the benignant justice of
his conscience. Into this obedience, however, there entered an
hesitation of a second of time, and that infinitesimal period was
sufficient for his evil genius.
"Why will you meddle?" it asked. "This is a very dubious matter, and
common prudence suggests a little consideration. It will be far wiser
to let Hyde take the first step. If the letter he has received is so
worded, that he knows it is your letter, it is his place to make the
transfer--and he will be sure to do it. Why should you continue the
chase? let the favoured one look after his own affairs--being a lawyer,
you may well tell yourself, that it is not your interest to move the
question."
And he hesitated and then sat down, and as there is wickedness even in
hesitating about a wicked act, Rem easily drifted from the negative to
the positive of the crime contemplated.
"I had better keep it," he mused, "and see what will come of the
keeping. All things are fair in love and war"--a stupid and slanderous
assertion, as far as love is concerned, for love that is noble and
true, will not justify anything which Christian ethics do not justify.
He suffered in this decision, suffered in his own way quite as much as
Hyde did. Cornelia had been his dream from his youth up, and Hyde had
been his aversion from the moment he first saw him. The words were not
to seek with which he expressed himself, and they were such words as do
not bear repeating. But of all revelations, the revelation of grief is
the plainest. He saw clearly in that hour that Cornelia had never loved
him, that his hopes had always been vain, and he experienced all the
bitterness of being slighted and humbled for an enemy.
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