Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 1775-1865 -- Fiction
Poor Cornelia! She was at that moment the most unhappy woman in New
York. She had excused the "ten words" he might have written yesterday.
She had found in the unexpected return of his father and cousin reason
sufficient for his neglect; but it was now past ten o'clock of another
day, and there was yet no word from him. Perhaps then he was coming.
She sat at her tambour frame listening till all her senses and emotions
seemed to have fled to her ear. And the ear has memory, it watches for
an accustomed sound, it will not suffer us to forget the voice, the
step of those we love. Many footsteps passed, but none stopped at the
gate; none came up the garden path, and no one lifted the knocker. The
house itself was painfully still; there was no sound but the faint
noise made by Mrs. Moran as she put down her Dobbin or her scissors.
The tension became distressing. She longed for her father--for a
caller--for any one to break this unbearable pause in life.
Yet she could not give up hope. A score of excuses came into her mind;
she was sure he would come in the afternoon. He MUST come. She read and
reread his letter. She dressed herself with delightful care and sat
down to watch for him. He came not. He sent no word, no token, and as
hour after hour slipped away, she was compelled to drop her needle.
"Mother," she said, "I am not well. I must go upstairs." She had been
holding despair at bay so many hours she could bear it no longer. For
she was so young, and this was the first time she had been yoke-fellow
with sorrow. She was amazed at her own suffering. It seemed so
impossible. It had come upon her so swiftly, so suddenly, and as yet
she was not able to seek any comfort or sympathy from God or man. For
to do so, was to admit the impossibility of things yet turning out
right; and this conclusion she would not admit; she was angry at a word
or a look that suggested such a termination.
The next morning she called Balthazar to her and closely questioned
him. It had struck her in the night, that the slave might have lost the
letter, and be afraid to confess the accident. But Balthazar's manner
and frank speech was beyond suspicion. He told her exactly what
clothing Lieutenant Hyde was wearing, how he looked, what words he
said, and then with a little hesitation took a silver crown piece from
his pocket and added "he gave it to me. When he took the letter in his
hand he looked down at it and laughed like he was very happy; and he
gave me the money for bringing it to him; that is the truth, sure, Miss
Cornelia."
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