Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 1775-1865 -- Fiction
"Yes, but one forgets that she is there--or anywhere. She seems as if
she were an accident."
"And the young lord?"
"The young lord affects the democratic."
Such conversations were not uncommon, and Mrs. Moran could not with any
prudence put a sudden stop to them. They kept Cornelia full of
wondering irritation, and gradually drove the doubt into her soul--the
doubt of her lover's sincerity which was the one thing she could not
fight against. It loosened all the props of life; she ceased to
struggle and to hope. The world went on, but Cornelia's heart stood
still; and at the end of the third week things came to this--her father
looked at her keenly one morning and sent her instantly to bed. At the
last the breakdown had come in a night, but it had found all ready for
it.
"She has typhoid, or I am much mistaken," he said to the anxious
mother. "Why have you said nothing to me? How has it come about? I have
heard no complaining. To have let things go thus far without help is
dreadful--it is almost murder."
"John! John! What could I do? She could not bear me to ask after her
health. She said always that she was not sick. She would not hear of my
speaking to you. I thought it was only sorrow and heart-ache."
"Only sorrow and heart-ache. Is not that enough to call typhoid or any
other death? What is the trouble? Oh I need not ask, I know it is that
young Hyde. I feel it. I saw this trouble coming; now let me know the
whole truth."
He listened to it with angry amazement. He said he ought to have been
told at the time--he threw aside all excuses--for being a man how could
he understand why women put off, and hope, and suffer? He was sure the
rascal ought to have been brought to explanation the very first
day:--and then he broke down and wept his wife's tears, and echoed all
her piteous moan for her daughter's wronged love and breaking heart.
"What is left us now, is to try and save her dear life," said the
miserable father. "Suffering we cannot spare her. She must pass alone
through the Valley of the Shadow; but it may be she will lose this
sorrow in its dreadful paths. I have known this to happen often; for
THERE the soul has to strip itself of all encumbrances, and fight for
life, and life only."
This was the battle waged in Doctor Moran's house for many awful weeks.
The girl lay at Death's door, and her father and mother watched every
breath she drew. One day, while she was in extremity, the Doctor went
himself to the apothecary's for medicine. This medicine was his last
hope and he desired to prepare it himself. As he came out of the store
with it in his hand, Hyde looked at him with a steady imploration. He
had evidently been waiting his exit.
"Sir!" he said, "I have heard a report that I cannot, I dare not
believe."
"Believe the worst--and stand aside, sir. I have neither patience nor
words for you."
"I beseech you, sir--"
"Touch me not! Out of my sight! Broadway is not wide enough for us two,
unless you take the other side."
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