The Maidens' Lodge; or, None of Self and All of Thee: (In the Reign of Queen Anne)Holt, Emily Sarah
History
The Maidens' Lodge; or, None of Self and All of Thee: (In the Reign of Queen Anne)
Holt, Emily Sarah
Great Britain -- History -- Anne, 1702-1714 -- Fiction
Mrs Marcella's health had somewhat improved of late, but her
disposition had not sustained a corresponding change. She was holding
forth now to her two listeners on matters public and private, to the
great satisfaction of Mrs Clarissa, but not altogether to that of Mrs
Eleanor.
"Well, so far as such a poor creature as I am can take any pleasure in
any thing, I am glad to see Mrs Derwent back at White-Ladies. Mrs
Phoebe would never have kept up the place properly. She hasn't her poor
mother's spirit and working power--not a bit. The place would just have
gone to wreck if she had remained mistress there; and I cannot but think
she was sensible of it."
"Well, for my part," put in Mrs Clarissa, "I feel absolutely certain
something must have come to light about Madam's will, you know--which
positively obliged Mrs Phoebe to give up everything to Madam Derwent.
'Tis monstrous to suppose that she would have done any such thing
without being obliged. I feel as sure as if I had _seen_ it."
"O my dear!" came in a gently deprecating tone from Mrs Eleanor.
"Oh, I am positive!" repeated Mrs Clarissa, whose mind possessed the
odd power of forcing conviction on itself by simple familiarity with an
idea. "Everything discovers so many symptoms of it. I cannot but be
infinitely certain. Down, Pug, down!" as Cupid's successor, which was
not a dog, but a very small monkey, endeavoured to jump into her lap.
"Well, till I know the truth is otherwise, I shall give Mrs Phoebe
credit for all," observed Mrs Eleanor.
"Indeed, I apprehend Clarissa has guessed rightly," said Mrs Marcella,
fanning herself. "'Tis so unlikely, you know, for any one to do such a
thing as this, without it were either an obligation or a trick to win
praise. And I can't think _that_,--'tis too much."
"Nay, but surely there is some love and generosity left in the world,"
urged Mrs Eleanor.
"Oh, if you had had my experience, my dear," returned Mrs Marcella,
working her fan more vigorously, "you would know there were no such
things to be looked for in _this_ world. I've looked for gratitude, I
can assure you, till I am tired."
"Gratitude for what?" inquired Mrs Darcy, rather pertinently.
"Oh, for all the things one does for people, you know. They are never
thankful for them--not one bit."
Mrs Darcy felt and looked rather puzzled. During the fifty years of
their acquaintance, she never could remember to have seen Marcella
Talbot do one disinterested kindness to any mortal being.
"They take all you give them," pursued the last-named lady, "and then
they just go and slander you behind your back. Oh, 'tis a miserable
world, this!--full of malice, envy, hatred, and all uncharitableness, as
the Prayer-Book says."
"The Prayer-Book does not exactly say that, I think," suggested Mrs
Eleanor; "it asks that we ourselves may be preserved from such evil
passions."
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