Love stories; Success -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Youth -- Fiction
Suddenly, as she lay thinking and staring at the walls, life took on new
and serious aspects, and she did not want it to be so. Because she had
been so much away from home the provincial idea that every man that
calls on a girl, or takes her to a theater in our free, unchaperoned
way, is a serious suitor had not impressed her. She had expected to come
home and enjoy herself indefinitely, and had idealized a situation in
which she should be the stay of her father through his old age, and the
chum and guide of her brother, in whom the repetition of her mother's
characteristics strongly appealed to her. There had been little trouble
or grief in her life, and now for the first time she saw uncertainties
ahead where a few hours before everything had seemed simple and clear.
She had felt no offense when her father spoke slightingly of Warry
Raridan; she knew that her father really liked him, as every one did,
and she would not have hesitated to say that she admired him greatly,
even in his possession of those traits which betrayed the weaknesses of
his character. She certainly had no thought of him save as a whimsical
and amusing friend, a playmate who had never grown up.
It was true that he had made love to her, or had tried to; but she had
no faith in his sincerity. She had first felt amused, and then a little
sorry, when he had gone to work so earnestly. He took the trouble to
remind her frequently that it was all for her, and she laughed at him
and at the love-making which he was always attempting and which she
always thwarted. Saxton did not come often to the house, but when he
came he exercised his ingenuity to bring Raridan into the talk in the
rare times that they were alone together. She knew why Saxton praised
her friend to her, and it increased her liking for him. It is curious
how a woman's pity goes out to a man; any suggestion of misfortune makes
an excuse for her to clothe him with her compassion. It is as though
Nature, in denying gifts or inflicting punishment, hastened to throw in
compensations. Saxton asked so little, and beamed so radiantly when
given so little; he received kindnesses so shyly, as if, of course, they
could not be meant for him, but it was all right anyway, and he would
move on just as soon as the other fellow came.
As for Wheaton, he was certainly not frivolous, and her father's respect
for him and dependence on him had communicated itself to her. He was so
much older than she; and at twenty-two, thirty-five savors of antiquity;
but he was steady, and steadiness was a trait that she respected. He was
terribly formal, but he was kind and thoughtful; he was even handsome,
or at least so every one said.
She lay dreaming until the clock on the mantel chimed midnight, when
she reached for the novel that had fallen on the coverlet, to put it on
the stand beside her bed. A card which she had been using as a mark fell
from the book; she picked it up and turned it over to see whose it was.
It was John Saxton's.
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