Love stories; Success -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Youth -- Fiction
In the days that followed, John Saxton knew again the heartache and
loneliness which he had known before Warry Raridan came into his life.
He had lost the first real friend he had ever had, and his days were
once more empty of light and cheer. His work still engrossed him, but it
failed to bring him the happiness which he had found in it when he and
Warry discussed its perplexities together. His memory sought its old
ruts again; the hardship and failure of his years in Wyoming were like
fresh wounds. He talked to no one except Bishop Delafield, who had
reasoned him out of his self-indictment for Warry's death. He did not
know that his own part in the recovery of Grant Porter, as Bishop
Delafield described it, was touched with a fine and generous courage,
and he would have resented it if he had known.
Warry was constantly in his thoughts; but he thought much of Evelyn too;
through all the years to come, he told himself, he would remember them
and they would be his ideals. Echoes of the gossip which connected
Warry's name and Evelyn's reached him, and he felt no shock that such
surmises should be afloat. Warry and he had understood each other; they
had talked of Evelyn frequently; Warry had come to him often with the
confidences of a despairing lover, and John had encouraged and consoled
him. He predicted his ultimate success; it had always seemed to him an
inevitable thing that Warry and Evelyn should marry.
Three weeks passed before he saw her, and then he went to her with an
excuse for his visit in his mind and heart. Warry had left a will in
which the bulk of his property--and it was a respectable fortune--was
given for the endowment of a hospital for children. Saxton was named as
executor and as a trustee of the fund thus set apart. Warry had never
mentioned the matter to any one; he had probably never thought of it
very seriously, and John wished to talk to Evelyn about it.
It seemed strange that the Porter drawing-room was the same, when
everything else had changed; he had not been there since the afternoon
when he walked home with Evelyn through the cold. He despised himself
for that now; it was an act of disloyalty to Warry; but he would now be
more loyal to the dead than he had been to the living.
As they talked together he saw no change in her; and he felt himself
wondering what manner of change it was that he had expected to find. He
had heard of people who aged suddenly with grief, but Evelyn was the
same, save for a greater composure, a more subdued note of manner and
voice. She bent forward in her deep interest in what he told her of
Warry's bequest. He wished her help, and asked for it as if it were her
right to give it. Surely no one had a better claim than she, he thought.
"It is so like Warry," she said. "It will be a beautiful memorial, and
there is enough to do it very handsomely."
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