England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Journalists -- Fiction
Eileen went on, “I just wondered had she told you. But I thought perhaps
not.... I like her, Eddy. She was nice to me. I don’t know why, because
I supposed--but never mind. What she came for was to tell me some
things. Things I think I ought to have guessed for myself. I think I’ve
been very stupid and very selfish, and I complaining to you about my
troubles all this long while, and never thinking how it might be doing
you harm. I ought to have known why Molly broke your engagement.”
“There were a number of reasons,” said Eddy. “She thought we didn’t
agree about things and couldn’t pull together.”
Eileen shook her head. “She may have. But I think there was only one
reason that mattered very much. She didn’t approve of me, and didn’t
like it that you were my friend. And she was surely right. A man
shouldn’t have friends his wife can’t be friends with too; it spoils it
all. And of course she knew she couldn’t be friends with me; she thinks
me bad. Molly would find it impossible even if it wasn’t wrong, to be
friends with a bad person. So of course she had the engagement ended;
there was no other way.... And you never told me it was that.... You
should have told me, you foolish boy. Instead, you went on seeing me and
being good to me, and letting me talk about my own things, and--and
being just the one comfort I had, (for you have been that; it’s the way
you understand things, I suppose)--and I all the time spoiling your
life. When Mrs. Crawford told me how it was I was angry with you. You
had a right to have told me. And now I’ve come to tell _you_ something.
You’re to go to Molly and mend what’s broken, and tell her you and I
aren’t going to be friends any more. That will be the plain truth. We
are not. Not friends to matter, I mean. We won’t be seeing each other
alone and meeting the way we’ve been doing. If we meet it will be by
chance, and with other people; that won’t hurt.”
Eddy, red-faced and indignant, said weakly, “It will hurt. It will hurt
me. Haven’t I lost enough friends, then, that I must lose you, too?”
A queer little smile touched her lips.
“You have not. Not enough friends yet. Eddy, what’s the best thing of
all in this world of good things? Don’t you and I both know it? Isn’t it
love, no less? And isn’t love good enough to pay a price for? And if the
price must be paid in coin you value--in friendship, and in some other
good things--still, isn’t it worth it? Ah, you know, and I know, that it
is!”
The firelight, flickering across her white face, lit it swiftly to
passion. She, who had paid so heavy a price herself, was saying what she
knew.
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