England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"It may be a matter of great surprise to you to hear from me
in this unexpected manner. Nothing but the deep interest I
feel in one who is, I have reason to believe, as great a
friend of yours as of mine would give me the courage to take
up my pen and write to you. I have for some time past been
observing Ted's career with distress, if not with the deepest
concern. You probably know that he gave up his work in the
city on the death of Mrs. Morton, so I will not trouble you
with more details than necessity compels you to hear. Of
course you will understand the diffidence with which I
approach you on so delicate a matter; but my great friendship,
or what I might call our _mutual_ friendship, for Ted Morton
has given me the requisite courage. I do not know the reason
for what I am about to break to you; in fact, to be explicit,
I have not the slightest idea of what led him to take such a
step, but I have my own conjectures about the matter, and
these I will lay before you as briefly as the occasion
demands. For some time past, indeed, I may say for months, he
has been very depressed, and has tried to drown his trouble,
whatever it might be, in distractions of various kinds. Do not
for one moment suppose that I am making any insinuation
detrimental to Ted's reputation; far from it! But there is no
doubt that he has grown somewhat reckless in disposition,
owing possibly to this same mysterious trouble of his, and
this has hurried on the crisis which it is now my business to
communicate to you. But to avoid unnecessary details, let me
at once tell you in plain language what has happened to him.
Three days ago I met him in the Strand about seven o'clock,
and asked him to come and dine with me. He refused, with none
of the punctilious courtesy that usually characterises him,
and I left him thinking, strange as it might seem, that he
preferred to be alone. But on going to look him up at his
chambers last night, I found him in the condition which it has
become my obvious duty to describe to you. Fortunately, the
ingenuous disposition, which has made him feel his trouble
much longer than most men, has also saved him from this last
and worst step of all; for, in his ignorance, he took too
large a dose of laudanum, and the effect has mercifully been
injurious instead of fatal. He is now--"
Katharine read no more. Nothing further could be of importance after
she had learnt so much. Ted had tried to destroy himself, and it was
on her account.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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