The sudden storm, the silence which fell after Mrs. Spencer's departure,
or the early-falling dusk, had brought back all her misery to Toni's
mind, banishing in a flash all her recent joyful animation; and when,
after observing her for a moment, Herrick came forward, he saw that a
blight had fallen over her late gaiety.
She did not hear his step--thought, perhaps, that he had stayed to speak
to the chauffeur or chat with the landlady; and all at once such a sense
of bitter desolation swept over Toni that she began to cry softly to
herself in the dusk.
Instantly Herrick began to back noiselessly towards the door; but Fate,
or perhaps a malignant Boo-Boo, pushed a footstool in his path, over
which he stumbled with an involuntary ejaculation.
Startled, Toni turned round and saw him; and cursing his own clumsiness,
Herrick judged it best to come forward openly.
"Your man is having some tea, under Mrs. Spencer's kindly auspices." He
smiled. "It seems she 'don't reckon nowt' to our combined appetites, so
I hope Fletcher will make up for our shortcomings."
He sat down in the low window seat, not far from Toni, and with a smile
asked permission to smoke.
"Of course--please do." She spoke indifferently.
"Your husband isn't an inveterate smoker--like me?" He lighted a
cigarette gratefully. "I thought most literary men were slaves to
tobacco."
"I think Owen smokes a good deal," she said. "And especially now that he
is working so hard. Miss Loder is quite shocked at his cigarettes."
"Miss Loder?" The question slipped out before he had time to reflect.
"My husband's secretary." She broke off abruptly, as though unwilling to
say more. Then a great flood of bitterness rolled over her spirit, at
the memory of her own failure; and mingled with it came a sore envy and
distrust of the clear-eyed, capable woman who had supplanted her.
Together, the two proved irresistible; and with an almost child-like
instinct to confide in the man whom she felt to be trustworthy, Toni
turned to Herrick and poured forth her sad little story of
disappointment and bitter disillusionment.
Out it all came, her desire to help her husband, and the dread awakening
to the fact of her own incompetency. Herrick, listening, realized, as
perhaps Owen could not have done, what a blow to Toni's hopes the
failure of the experiment had been; and remembering her earlier
confidences, when she had appealed to him to reverse the judgment passed
upon her by two cruel women, he began to wonder whether Toni would ever
find any happiness in the life which had once looked so glorious to her
youthful eyes.
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