"Eva, listen to me, dear." Herrick sat down beside her and spoke in a
quiet tone, which yet pierced through her sobs. "You must not say
anything like that to me again. There isn't any question of hatred
between you and me. We are together now, and we must build up a new and
happy life together which will help us to forget the less happy past.
Come, dear, look up and tell me you will help me to make a fresh start."
She did not speak, but her sobs lessened as though she were listening.
"Now, Eva, sit up and dry your eyes and we will drop the subject. Come
upstairs and have a rest before dinner. You are tired out and want a
good sleep."
She rose without a word, but in her face he read only fatigue, none of
the softening which he had hoped to see.
"Yes. I'm tired--dead tired." She moved languidly towards the door. "I
think I shall never be anything else--now."
Her fit of passion had indeed worn her out. For the rest of the evening
she was quiet and listless; and she went upstairs very early to bed,
leaving Herrick to sit alone with his dog, smoking his pipe, and facing
the future with a sinking heart.
He sat there until the hour was really late; and then crept upstairs
very softly to avoid waking Eva, if indeed she slept.
Just as he reached her door he heard a faint, strangled cry, and rushed
into her room to find her in the throes of one of the nightmares which
he found, later, were a dreadful legacy from her prison life. On waking,
her relief at finding she was not, as usual, alone was so great that for
the first time she clung to Herrick as she might have done in happier
days; and as he soothed her and pushed the damp golden curls from her
brow she spoke naturally, with none of the resentment she had hitherto
displayed.
Her husband's heart melted towards her in this gentler mood; and long
after she had fallen asleep again, soothed by his presence, he sat
watching her uneasy slumber with a feeling of compassion which, had she
realized it, must surely have done something to bridge the gulf which
now yawned between them.
In the morning she was her hard, mocking self again; and Herrick's
patience was sorely tried in the days which followed.
It seemed, indeed, as though she had stated her feelings for him
correctly, as though she did really hate him with a bitter and
relentless hatred. The prison life had changed her whole being, turned
her from a brilliant, reckless, worldly girl, warmhearted and
extravagant, but generous to a fault, into a cold, malignant, callous
woman, nursing a grudge until it attained gigantic proportions, and
fully resolved to exact from her husband and the world a heavy payment
for the humiliating punishment she had been forced to undergo.
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