Far from regretting his marriage, Owen merely regretted Toni's
unreasonableness in the matter of Miss Loder; and once that young woman
was removed from the scene, Owen had no doubt that he and his wife would
shake down again quite comfortably and forget the recent scenes between
them.
But Toni, who always meant exactly what she said, and unconsciously
expected the same sincerity of speech from others, had taken Owen
literally; and although for a moment a flood of human weakness had
overtaken her as she gazed at Leonard Dowson's firm signature, she never
really faltered in her purpose.
When she had read the fatal letter once more, she went back into the
house, and there she burned the document with almost mechanical
forethought.
Then she went upstairs to her room and carefully packed her
dressing-bag. She did not take very much. Somehow it seemed unnecessary
to burden herself with many things; and when she had finished her
packing and had hidden the bag in her capacious wardrobe, she went
downstairs and sat by the drawing-room fire to wait until Kate saw fit
to bring tea.
When, at the usual time, Kate entered, she moved across the room to
light the lamps; but Toni sent her away with this part of her duty
undone. To-night Toni wished to sit in the firelight. The fog had
thickened in the last hour, and now it pressed against the windows like
a chill, ghostly presence, hiding the garden, the river, the trees in
thick and clammy folds. Looking across the room from her seat by the
fire Toni shivered; and it seemed unkind of Fate to ordain that her last
memories of Greenriver should be shrouded in the cold and creeping mist.
She turned back to the fire with a shiver; and sat gazing into the
leaping flames, while her tea grew cold and the hands of the clock crept
inexorably onwards.
At half-past five she must leave the house. True, the meeting-place was
distant barely a quarter of a mile, but Owen might return early, and she
had no desire to run the risk of meeting him.
A short cut over the fields would both shorten the way and minimize the
danger of running into her husband; and Toni looked up, startled, when
the silver clock on the mantelpiece chimed the hour of five.
Only thirty minutes, and her life at Greenriver would come to an end.
Never again would she roam through the beautiful old house, never sit in
this charming, panelled room, with its ghostly yet alluring fragrance as
of bygone lavender and roses. Never again would she wander in the
garden, revelling in the beauties of colour and scent and form which
made so lovely a picture in the glorious setting of turf and river.
Never again would she stroll beneath the tall trees in the summer dusk,
while the owls hooted eerily and the nightingale murmured luscious
love-songs to the dreaming roses. The river would know her no more;
never again would her feet tread the towing-path where in the early
morning she had been used to saunter, with her faithful Jock by her
side----
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