"Yes." He spoke deliberately, rather sadly. "From the first you treated
Toni Rose, unfairly. You knew she was very young, and not very wise in
the ways of the world, and whereas you were an older woman--very little
older in actual years, I grant you----"
"I suppose you mean older in wickedness." She spoke between her teeth.
"I mean you were old enough to have helped the child instead of
encouraging her in her foolishness," he said steadily. "But you did not.
You preferred to inflame her mind by exaggerating her woes, making her
feel herself misunderstood, unloved, unwanted ... oh, I don't know what
you said, what passed between you, but this I do know. You saw that
child shivering on the brink, as it were, of a dreadful precipice, and
not only did you refrain from pulling her back from the edge, but I'm
horribly afraid that yours was the hand which sought to push her over."
"You dare to say this to me?" Her voice was like steel, and there was a
dangerous glint in the Irish eyes which had once been so sweet and gay.
"Yes. Oh, I don't want to be hard on you, to bring it all up again." He
spoke wearily. "I suppose it was the sight of that poor fellow Rose that
made me speak like that just now. But you know, you have known all
along, that I hold you largely responsible for the whole affair, and if
any harm has come to that poor misguided girl, I'm afraid your
conscience can never be wholly clear."
"Stop!" With flashing eyes and a stormy flush on her cheeks his wife
faced him; and even Herrick recoiled a step, aghast at the picture of
evil, revengeful triumph she presented in that moment. "You are blaming
me for that affair, are you? Doubtless you and the bereft husband joined
upon your journey down in calling me all the pretty names which seem to
fit me--evil genius, bad angel, and all the rest. Well, it may surprise
you to learn that it is to me that the 'poor misguided child' turns even
now when she wants news of her loving husband. Oh, you may stare, but I
know more than all of you. I know just where the misguided Toni is at
this moment, and what she is doing into the bargain."
She had surprised him indeed. He sprang forward and seized her arm.
"You know that? Then why in God's name haven't you said so before?"
"Because I've only just got to know," she answered defiantly, "and
because although I _do_ know, I'm not going to hand on my
knowledge--now."
"What do you mean?" Her vindictive tone made his blood run cold.
"I had meant, when her letter came to-night, to show it to you, to let
you tell Mr. Rose. Wasn't I a fool?" She laughed scornfully. "Why on
earth should I give away the precious information? You don't suppose I
care whether Toni ever sees her husband again? I hope she doesn't, in
fact. Other women are unhappy--they suffer--let her suffer, too, let her
know what it is to live in hell, to wish herself dead so that she may at
least forget her misery."
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