"Yes--but it's never opened, not even to look at the pictures. If you had
one in every room in the house you wouldn't be any the better for it if
you never read them, and--and acted 'pon what you're taught there."
"But if you can't see to read," said Mona, trying to find excuses,
"what's the good of your having a Bible?"
"But you can see, and can read too, and I could till lately, and, anyway,
you can read to me, and that's what I ought to have got you to do.
I feel I haven't done my duty by you, child."
Mona threw up her head. "I don't s'pose we're any worse than some that
read their Bibles every day," she said, complacently. She had often heard
others say that, and thought it rather fine.
"That's not for you or me to say," retorted granny sternly. "That's the
excuse folks always bring out when they ain't ashamed of themselves, but
ought to be. If we ain't any worse, we ain't any better, and until we are
we've no right to speak of others; and if we are--why, we shouldn't think
of doing so. Most folks, though, who say that, do think themselves a deal
better than others, though they don't say so in as many words."
Mona stood staring into the fire, thinking matters over. She was very apt
to take things to herself, and she was trying to assure herself that she
never did think herself better than others--not better even than Millie
Higgins. But she was not very well satisfied with the result.
Granny's voice died away, the sun went down, and the room began to grow
dim. Two lumps of coal fell together, and, bursting into a blaze, roused
Mona from her reverie. She turned quickly, and found her grandmother
gazing at the two halves of the broken tea-cup which she held in her
hands. In the light of the fire tears glistened on her cheeks.
Mona felt a sudden great longing to comfort her, to make life happier for
her. "Granny, would you have liked me to have read some of my books to
you sometimes?"
"Very much, dearie. I always loved a nice story."
"Oh--why ever didn't you say so before." The words broke from Mona like a
cry of reproach. "I didn't know, I never thought--I thought you'd think
them silly or--or--something."
"I know--it wasn't your fault. Sometimes I think it'd be better if we
asked more of each other, and didn't try to be so independent. It's those
that you do most for that you care most for--and miss most when they're
gone!" added granny, half under her breath.
Once again Mona was struck by the curious change in granny's tone and
manner, and felt a depressing sense of foreboding.
"Would you like me to read to you now, granny? Out of--of the Bible?"
She hesitated, as though shy of even speaking the name.
"Yes, dearie, I'd dearly love to hear the 86th Psalm."
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