Her wickedness of the past week had frightened her. "I felt I didn't care
what I did, I was so wild with Mona. I wonder I didn't do more harm than
I did. And then Patty, poor little Patty. I nearly drowned her!
Oh-h-h!" She buried her face and shuddered at the remembrance.
"I knew she'd fall into the water if I pushed her, so it was as bad as
being a murderer. If she had died--and she nearly did--I should have been
one, and I should have been in jail now, and--oh, I _will_ try to be good,
I _will_ try to be better!"
Long shadows were falling across the road as she went down the hill,
on her homeward way. The flowers in Lucy Carne's garden were giving out
their evening scent. Lucy, standing enjoying them, looked up as Millie
came along, and nodded.
"Wouldn't you like a flower to wear?" she asked.
Millie paused. "I'd love one," she said, looking in over the low stone
wall. "I never smell any so sweet as yours, Mrs. Carne."
Lucy gathered her a spray of pink roses, and some white jessamine.
"There," she said, "fasten those in your blouse. Isn't the scent
beautiful? I don't think one could do anything bad, or think anything
bad, with flowers like those under one's eyes and nose, do you?"
"Don't you?" questioned Millie, doubtfully. "I don't believe anything
would keep me good."
Lucy looked at her in faint surprise. It was not like Millie to speak
with so much feeling. "You don't expect me to believe that," she began,
half laughing; then stopped, for there were still traces of tears about
Millie's eyes, and a tremulousness about her lips, and Lucy knew that she
was really in need of help.
"I know that you've got more courage than most of us, Millie," she added
gently. "If you would only use it in the right way. Perhaps my little
flowers will remind you to."
"I hope they will. I wish they would," said Millie, fastening them in her
coat. "Goodbye."
Before she reached her own home Millie saw her father out at the door
looking for her. As a rule, it made her angry to be watched for in this
way, "Setting all the neighbours talking," as she put it. But to-day her
conscience really pricked her, and she was prepared to be amiable.
Her father, though, was not prepared to be amiable. He had got a
headache, and he wanted his tea. He had been wanting it for an hour and
more.
"Where have you been gallivanting all this time, I'd like to know.
I'll be bound you've been a may-gaming somewhere as you didn't ought to on
a Sunday, your dooty to me forgotten."
To Millie this sounded unjust and cruel. She had let her duties slip from
her for a while, but she had been neither may-gaming nor wasting her time.
Indeed, she had been in closer touch with better things and nobler aims
than ever in her life before, and in her new mood her father's words
jarred and hurt her. An angry retort rose to her lips.
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