He fell into the trap at once. His debts being paid, fear was removed,
and all the hectoring side of the man was aroused. His antagonist was a
woman; and he had already had in his life so many unpleasant scenes with
women that this was no new experience. This woman had, by her own
indiscretion, put a whip into his hand; and, if necessary to secure his
own way, by God! he meant to use it! These last days had made her a more
desirable possession in his eyes. The vastness of her estate had taken
hold on him, and his father's remorseless intention with regard to his
will would either keep him with very limited funds, or leave him
eventually a pauper if he forestalled his inheritance. The desire of her
wealth had grown daily, and it was now the main force in bringing him
here to-day. And to this was now added the personal desire which her
presence evoked. Stephen, at all times beautiful, had never looked more
lovely. In the days since she had met him on the hilltop, a time that to
her seemed so long ago, she had grown to be a woman, and there is some
subtle inconceivable charm in completed womanhood. The reaction from her
terrible fear and depression had come, and her strong brilliant youth was
manifesting itself. Her step was springy and her eyes were bright; and
the glow of fine health, accentuated by the militant humour of the
present moment, seemed to light up her beautiful skin. In herself she
was desirable, very desirable; Leonard felt his pulses quicken and his
blood leap as he looked at her. Even his prejudice against her red hair
had changed to something like hungry admiration. Leonard felt for the
first moment since he had known her that she was a woman; and that, with
relation to her, he was a man.
And at the moment all the man in him asserted itself. It was with half
love, as he saw it, and half self-assertion that he answered her
question:
'The day you asked me to marry you! Oh! what a fool I was not to leap at
such a chance! I should have taken you in my arms then and kissed you
till I showed you how much I loved you. But that will all come yet; the
kissing is still to come! Oh! Stephen, don't you see that I love you?
Won't you tell me that you love me still? Darling!' He almost sprang at
her, his arms extended to clasp her.
'Stop!' Her voice rang like a trumpet. She did not mean to submit to
physical violence, and in the present state of her feeling, an embrace
from him would be a desecration. He was now odious to her; she
positively loathed him.
Before her uplifted hand and those flashing eyes, he stopped as one
stricken into stone. In that instant she knew she was safe; and with a
woman's quickness of apprehension and resolve, made up her mind what
course to pursue. In a calm voice she said quietly:
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