It was not long before Stephen availed herself of the permission to come
again. This time she made up her mind to tell who she was, lest the
concealment of her identity might lead to awkwardness. At that meeting
friendship became union.
The natures of the two women expanded to each other; and after a very few
meetings there was established between them a rare confidence. Even the
personal austerity of Quakerdom, or the state and estate of the peeress,
could not come between. Their friendship seemed to be for the life of
one. To the other it would be a memory.
The Silver Lady never left the chosen routine of her own life. Whatever
was the reason of her giving up the world, she kept it to herself; and
Stephen respected her reticence as much as she did her confidence.
It had become a habit, early in their friendship, for Stephen to ride or
walk over to the windmill in the dusk of the evening when she felt
especially lonely. On one such occasion she pushed open the outer door,
which was never shut, and took her way up the stone stair. She knew she
would find her friend seated in the window with hands folded on lap,
looking out into the silent dusk with that absorbed understanding of
things which is holier than reverence, and spiritually more active than
conscious prayer.
She tapped the door lightly, and stepped into the room.
With a glad exclamation, which coming through her habitual sedateness
showed how much she loved the young girl, Sister Ruth started to her
feet. There was something of such truth in the note she had sounded,
that the lonely girl's heart went out to her in abandoned fulness. She
held out her arms; and, as she came close to the other, fell rather than
sank at her feet. The elder woman recognised, and knew. She made no
effort to restrain her; but sinking back into her own seat laid the
girl's head in her lap, and held her hands close against her breast.
'Tell me,' she whispered. 'Won't you tell me, dear child, what troubles
you? Tell me! dear. It may bring peace!'
'Oh, I am miserable, miserable, miserable!' moaned Stephen in a low voice
whose despair made the other's heart grow cold. The Silver Lady knew
that here golden silence was the best of help; holding close the other's
hands, she waited. Stephen's breast began to heave; with an impulsive
motion she drew away her hands and put them before her burning face,
which she pressed lower still on the other's lap. Sister Ruth knew that
the trouble, whatever it was, was about to find a voice. And then came
in a low shuddering whisper a voice muffled in the folds of the dress:
'I killed a man!'
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