'At first I could not be sure of my surmise, for when I used the
ophthalmoscope your suffering was too recent to disclose the cause I
looked for. Now I am fairly sure of it. What I have since heard from
you has convinced me; your having suffered from rheumatic fever, and the
recrudescence of the rheumatic pain after your terrible experience of the
fire and that long chilling swim with so seemingly hopeless an end to it;
the symptoms which I have since noticed, though they have not been as
enlightening to me as they might be. Your disease, as I have diagnosed
it, is an obscure one and not common. I have not before been able to
study a case. All these things give me great hopes.'
'Thank God! Thank God!' the voice from the bed was now a whisper.
'Thank God! say I too. This that you suffer from is an acute form of
inflammation of the optic nerve. It may of course end badly; in
permanent loss of sight. But I hope--I believe, that in your case it
will not be so. You are young, and you are immensely strong; not merely
muscularly, but in constitution. I can see that you have been an
athlete, and no mean one either. All this will stand to you. But it
will take time. It will need all your own help; all the calm restraint
of your body and your mind. I am doing all that science knows; you must
do the rest!' He waited, giving time to the other to realise his ideas.
Harold lay still for a long time before he spoke:
'Doctor.' The voice was so strangely different that the other was more
hopeful at once. He had feared opposition, or conflict of some kind. He
answered as cheerily as he could:
'Yes! I am listening.'
'You are a good fellow; and I am grateful to you, both for what you have
done and what you have told me. I cannot say how grateful just yet; hope
unmans me at present. But I think you deserve that I should tell you the
truth!' The other nodded; he forgot that the speaker could not see.
'I was not intending to commit suicide. Such an idea didn't even enter
my head. To me, suicide is the resource of a coward. I have been in too
many tight places to ever fear that.'
'Then in the name of goodness why were you trying to get out of that
window?'
'I wanted to escape; to get away!'
'In your shirt and trousers; and they are not over much! Without even
slippers!' A faint smile curled round the lips of the injured man. Hope
was beginning to help already.
'Even that way!'
'But man alive! you were going to your death. How could you expect to
get away in such an outfit without being discovered? When you were
missed the whole countryside would have been up, and even before the hue-
and-cry the first person who saw you would have taken charge of you.'
'I know! I know! I had thought of it all. But I was willing to chance
it. I had my own reasons!' He was silent a while. The Doctor was
silent too. Each man was thinking in his own way. Presently the Doctor
spoke:
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