'When I am well, if it should be so, I shall steal away, this time
clothed, and disappear out of her life without her knowing. She may
think it ungrateful that one whom she has treated so well should behave
so badly. But that can't be helped. It is the lesser evil of the two.'
'And I must abet you? All right! I will do it; though you must forgive
me if you should ever hear that I have abused you and said bad things of
you. It will have to be all in the day's work if I am not ultimately to
give you away. I must take steps at once to keep her from seeing you. I
shall have to invent some story; some new kind of dangerous disease,
perhaps. I shall stay here and nurse you myself!' Harold spoke in
joyful gratitude:
'Oh, you _are_ good. But can you spare the time? How long will it all
take?'
'Some weeks! Perhaps!' He paused as if thinking. 'Perhaps in a month's
time I shall unbandage your eyes. You will then see; or . . . '
'I understand! I shall be patient!'
In the morning Mr. Hilton in reporting to Lady de Lannoy told her that he
considered it would be necessary to keep his patient very quiet, both in
mind and body. In the course of the conversation he said:
'Anything which might upset him must be studiously avoided. He is not an
easy patient to deal with; he doesn't like people to go near him. I
think, therefore, it will be well if even you do not see him. He seems
to have an odd distrust of people, especially of women. It may be that
he is fretful in his blindness, which is in itself so trying to a strong
man. But besides, the treatment is not calculated to have a very buoyant
effect. It is apt to make a man fretful to lie in the dark, and know
that he has to do so for indefinite weeks. Pilocarpin, and salicylate of
soda, and mercury do not tend towards cheerfulness. Nor do blisters on
the forehead add to the content of life!'
'I quite understand,' said Stephen, 'and I will be careful not to go near
him till he is well. Please God! it may bring him back his sight. Thank
you a thousand times for your determination to stay with him.'
So it was that for more than two weeks Harold was kept all alone. No one
attended him but the Doctor. He slept in the patient's room for the
whole of the first week, and never had him out of sight for more than a
few minutes at a time. He was then able to leave him alone for longer
periods, and settled himself in the bedroom next to him. Every hour or
two he would visit him. Occasionally he would be away for half a day,
but never for more. Stephen rigidly observed the Doctor's advice
herself, and gave strict orders that his instructions were to be obeyed.
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