After a few days Harold went over to Varilands to stay for a while with
the Stonehouses. Mr. Stonehouse had arrived, and both men were rejoiced
to meet again. The elder never betrayed by word or sign that he
recognised the identity of the other person of the drama of whom he had
told him and who had come so accidentally into his life; and the younger
was grateful to him for it. Harold went almost every day to Lannoy, and
sometimes the Stonehouses went with him; at other times Stephen paid
flying visits to Varilands. She did not make any effort to detain
Harold; she would not for worlds have made a sign which might influence
him. She was full now of that diffidence which every woman has who
loves. She felt that she must wait; must wait even if the waiting lasted
to her grave. She felt, as every woman does who really loves, that she
had found her Master.
And Harold, to whom something of the same diffidence was an old story,
got the idea that her reticence was a part of the same feeling whose
violent expression had sent him out into the wilderness. And with the
thought came the idea of his duty, implied in her father's dying trust:
'Give her time! . . . Let her choose!' For him the clock seemed to have
stopped for two whole years, and he was back at the time when the
guardianship of his boy life was beginning to yield to the larger and
more selfish guardianship of manhood.
Stephen, noticing that he did not come near her as closely as she felt he
might, and not realising his true reason--for when did love ever realise
the true reason of the bashfulness of love?--felt a chillness which in
turn reacted on her own manner.
And so these two ardent souls, who yearned for each other's love and the
full expression of it, seemed as if they might end after all in drifting
apart. Each thought that their secret was concealed. But both secrets
were already known to Mrs. Stonehouse, who knew nothing; and to Mr.
Stonehouse, who knew everything. Even Pearl had her own ideas, as was
once shown in a confidence when they were alone in Stephen's bedroom
after helping her to finish her dressing, just as Stephen herself had at
a similar age helped her Uncle Gilbert. After some coy leading up to the
subject of pretty dresses, the child putting her little mouth to the
other's ear whispered:
'May I be your bridesmaid, Stephen?' The woman was taken aback; but she
had to speak at once, for the child's eyes were on her:
'Of course you will, darling. But I--I may never be married.'
'You! You must! I know someone who will make you!' Stephen's heart
beat hard and rapidly. The child's talk, though sweet and dear, was more
than embarrassing. With, however, the desire to play with fire, which is
a part of the nature of women, she answered:
'You have some queer ideas, little one, in that pretty knowledge-box of
yours.'
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