Those who loved these young people were much concerned about them. Mrs.
Stonehouse took their trouble so much to heart that she spoke to her
husband about it, seriously advising that one or other of them should
make an effort to bring things in the right way for their happiness. The
woman was sure of the woman's feeling. It is from men, not women, that
women hide their love. By side-glances and unthinking moments women note
and learn. The man knew already, from his own lips, of the man's
passion. But his lips were sealed by his loyalty; and he said earnestly:
'My dear, we must not interfere. Not now, at any rate; we might cause
them great trouble. I am as sure as you are that they really love each
other. But they must win happiness by themselves and through themselves
alone. Otherwise it would never be to them what it ought to be; what it
might be; what it will be!'
So these friends were silent, and the little tragedy developed. Harold's
patience began to give way under the constant strain of self-suppression.
Stephen tried to hide her love and fear, under the mask of a gracious
calm. This the other took for indifference.
At last there came an hour which was full of new, hopeless agony to
Stephen. She heard Harold, in a fragment of conversation, speak to Mr.
Stonehouse of the need of returning to Alaska. That sounded like a word
of doom. In her inmost heart she knew that Harold loved her; and had she
been free she would have herself spoken the words which would have drawn
the full truth to them both. But how could she do so, having the
remembrance of that other episode; when, without the reality of love, she
had declared herself? . . . Oh! the shame of it . . . The folly! . . .
And Harold knew it all! How could he ever believe that it was real this
time! . . .
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