It mattered not that the man whom she saw she knew and trusted. Indeed,
this but added fuel to the flame. In the presence of a stranger some of
her habitual self-restraint would doubtless have come back to her. But
now the necessity for such was foregone; Harold was her alter ego, and in
his presence was safety. He was, in this aspect, but a higher and more
intelligent rendering of the trees around her. In another aspect he was
an opportune victim, something to strike at. When the anger of a poison
snake opens its gland, and the fang is charged with venom, it must strike
at something. It does not pause or consider what it may be; it strikes,
though it may be at stone or iron. So Stephen waited till her victim was
within distance to strike. Her black eyes, fierce with passion and blood-
rimmed as a cobra's, glittered as he passed among the tree-trunks towards
her, eager with his errand of devotion.
Harold was a man of strong purpose. Had he not been, he would never have
come on his present errand. Never, perhaps, had any suitor set forth on
his quest with a heavier heart. All his life, since his very boyhood,
had been centred round the girl whom to-day he had come to serve. All
his thought had been for her: and to-day all he could expect was a gentle
denial of all his hopes, so that his future life would be at best a
blank.
But he would be serving Stephen! His pain might be to her good; ought to
be, to a certain extent, to her mental ease. Her wounded pride would
find some solace . . . As he came closer the feeling that he had to play
a part, veritably to act one, came stronger and stronger upon him, and
filled him with bitter doubt as to his power. Still he went on boldly.
It had been a part of his plan to seem to come eagerly, as a lover should
come; and so he came. When he got close to Stephen, all the witchery of
her presence came upon him as of old. After all, he loved her with his
whole soul; and the chance had come to tell her so. Even under the
distressing conditions of his suit, the effort had its charm.
Stephen schooled herself to her usual attitude with him; and that, too,
since the effort was based on truth came with a certain ease to her. At
the present time, in her present frame of mind, nothing in the wide world
could give her pleasure; the ease which came, if it did not change her
purpose, increased her power. Their usual salutation, begun when she was
a little baby, was 'Good morning, Stephen!' 'Good morning, Harold!' It
had become so much a custom that now it came mechanically on her part.
The tender reference to childhood's days, though it touched her companion
to the quick, did not appeal to her since she had no special thought of
it. Had such a thought come to her it might have softened her even to
tears, for Harold had been always deep in her heart. As might have been
expected from her character and condition of mind, she was the first to
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