'It was very good of you, Stephen; but really that is not what I came to
speak of to-day. At first, at all events!' he added with a sublime
naivette, as the subject of his debts and his imperative want of money
rose before him. Stephen's eyes flashed; she saw more clearly than ever
through his purpose. Such as admission at the very outset of the proffer
of marriage, which she felt was coming, was little short of monstrous.
Her companion did not see the look of mastery on her face; he was looking
down at the moment. A true lover would have been looking up.
'I wanted to tell you, Stephen, that I have been thinking over what you
said to me in your letter, and what you said in words; and I want to
accept!' As he was speaking he was looking her straight in the face.
Stephen answered slowly with a puzzled smile which wrinkled up her
forehead:
'Accept what I said in my letter! why, Leonard, what do you mean? That
letter must have had a lot more in it than I thought. I seem to remember
that it was simply a line asking you to meet me. Just let me look at it;
I should like to be sure of what actually is!' As she spoke she held out
her hand. Leonard was nonplussed; he did not know what to say. Stephen
made up her mind to have the letter back. Leonard was chafing under the
position forced upon him, and tried to divert his companion from her
purpose. He knew well why she had chosen that exposed position for their
interview. Now, as her outstretched hand embarrassed him, he made
reprisal; he tried to take it in his in a tender manner.
She instantly drew back her hand and put it behind her in a decided
manner. She was determined that whatever might happen she would not let
any watcher at the windows, by chance or otherwise, see any sign of
tenderness on her part. Leonard, thinking that his purpose had been
effected, went on, breathing more freely:
'Your letter wasn't much. Except of course that it gave me the
opportunity of listening to what you said; to all your sweet words. To
your more than sweet proposal!'
'Yes! It must have been sweet to have any one, who was in a position to
do so, offer to help you when you knew that you were overwhelmed with
debts!' The words were brutal. Stephen felt so; but she had no
alternative. Leonard had some of the hard side of human nature; but he
had also some of the weak side. He went on blindly:
'I have been thinking ever since of what you said, and I want to tell you
that I would like to do as you wish!' As he spoke, his words seemed even
to him to be out of place. He felt it would be necessary to throw more
fervour into the proceedings. The sudden outburst which followed
actually amused Stephen, even in her state of fear:
'Oh, Stephen, don't you know that I love you! You are so beautiful! I
love you! I love you! Won't you be my wife?'
This was getting too much to close quarters. Stephen said in a calm,
business-like way:
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