“That which was pure inspiration in her letters--and inspiration comes
only when you work for love and not for hire, and for the approbation
of one--I marked in parenthesis with red ink, meaning by this that it
should be copied by her into a book which we called ‘Our Book.’ This
book was not for publication, but for no eyes but our own. The thoughts
therein recorded were neither hers nor mine, but ours; for I had
corrected her thought or carried it further, and as she did the final
copying, the form of the thought was changed often from its original
intent. Thus neither of us could pick from this book our own thoughts,
such was the perfect commingling. The great advantage at that time of
writing out in language was that it gave precision and material form
to that which was purely spiritual; serving as basis for a better
comprehension of what at that time might in the hurry and strife of
worldly affairs have eluded our grasp--‘Thoughts that broke through
fancy and escaped,’ as the prophet has spoken.
“You must remember that each bud flowers but once, and each flower
has its own minute of perfect beauty; so in the garden of the soul,
each feeling has its flowering instant in which it bursts forth into
radiance. Now I live amid a continual blossoming of roses, and no
longer do I endeavor to imprison them in words. The exquisite joys of
personal relationship with the loved one were then ours, as they are
now, for nothing good ever grows stale or unprofitable unless misused.
In those days there was a slight impatience to grasp these exquisite
joys of thought and feeling, and this impulse you see pictured in
our writing out the thought in words; but now we have come to a full
comprehension of the fact that we are living in eternity, not time, and
there need be, must not be haste.
“So we now live apart or together, which ever seemeth best; and when
we meet it is as a bridal morning--in fact, life to us is a wedding
journey, for Heaven is ours. We each are self-reliant, as you see it
is not necessary for us to live together continually, and yet we each
depend on the other. If accident should destroy her body or mine, the
spirit of the other would also withdraw and new bodies would be formed;
and of course we would ever be together, for like attracts like.
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