"You have been dear," she answered very low. "You have shown me what
real love in a man means--what tenderness and courtesy can make of life.
Henry--however wayward I may be, you will bear with me, will you not? I
want to be good and happy--" Her sweet voice, with its faintly French
accent, was full of pathos as a child's might be who is asking for
comfort and sympathy for some threatened hurt. "Oh! I want to be in the
sure shelter of your love always, so that storms like that one coming up
over there cannot touch me. I want you to make me forget--everything."
He was so deeply moved, tears sprang to his eyes--as he bent and kissed
her hands with reverence.
"My darling--you shall indeed be worshipped and protected and kept from
all clouds--only first tell me, Sabine, straight from your heart, do
you really and truly desire to marry me? I do not ask you to tell me
that you love me yet, because I know that you do not--but I want to know
the truth. If you have a single doubt whether it is for your happiness,
tell it to me--let there be no uncertainties between us--my dear
love----"
She was silent for a moment, while his tenderness seemed to be pouring
balm upon her troubled spirit.
"My God!" he cried, fearing her silence. "Sabine, speak to me--I will
not hold you for a second if you would rather be free--if you think I
cannot chase all sad memories away."
She put out her hand and touched his arm.
"If you will be content to take me, knowing that I have things to
forget--and if you will help me to forget them, then I know that I want
to marry you, Henry--just as to-night perhaps that little sail we see
out there will long to get in to a safe port."
He gave her his promise--with passionately loving words, that he would
protect and adore her always, and soothe and cherish her until all
haunting memories were gone.
And for the first time since they had known one another, Sabine let him
fold her in his arms.
But the lips which he pressed so fondly were cold, like death--and
afterwards she went quickly to her room.
The die was irrevocably cast--she could never go back now; she was as
firmly bound to Henry as if she had been already his wife.
For her nature was tender and honest and true--and Lord Fordyce had
touched the highest chord in it, the chord of her soul.
But, as she stood looking from the narrow, deep casement up at the
evening sky, suddenly, with terrible vividness, there came back to her
mental vision the chapel at Arranstoun upon her wedding night, with its
gorgeous splendors and the candles and the lilies and their strong
scent, and it was as if she could feel Michael's kiss when the old
clergyman's words were done.
She started forward with a little moan, and put her hands over her eyes.
Then her will reasserted itself, and her firm lips closed tight.
Nothing should make her waver or alter her mind now--and these
phantasies should be ruthlessly stamped out.
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