The Pere Anselme had only one moment of doubt again, just the last
morning before his Dame d'Heronac left for Paris when October had come.
It was raining hard, and he found her in the great sitting-room with a
legal-looking document in her hand. Her face was very pale, and lying on
the writing-table beside her was an envelope directed and stamped.
It contained her refusal to return to her husband signed and sealed.
The old priest did not ask her any questions; he guessed, and
sympathized.
But his lady was too restless to begin their reading, and stole from
window to window looking out on the gray sea.
"I shall come here for six months in the year just as always, Father,"
she said at last. "I can never sever myself from Heronac."
"God forbid," exclaimed the priest, aghast. "If you left us, the sun no
more would seem to shine."
"And sometimes I will come--alone--because there will be times, my
Father, when I shall want to fight things out--alone."
The Pere Anselme took some steps nearer her, and after a moment said, in
a grave voice:
"Remember always, my daughter, that le bon Dieu settles things for us
mortals if we leave it all to Him--but if we take the helm in the
direction of our own affairs, it may be He will let circumstance draw us
into rough waters. In that case, the only thing for us is to be true to
our word and to our own souls--and to use common sense."
Sabine looked at him with somber, startled eyes.
"You mean, that I decided to help myself, Father--about the divorce--and
that now I must look only to myself--It is a terrible thought."
"You are strong, my child; it may be that you were directed from above,
I cannot say," and he shrugged his shoulders gently. "Only that the good
God is always merciful. What you must be is true to yourself. _Pax
vobiscum_," and he placed his hand upon her head.
But, for once, Sabine lost control of her emotions and, bursting into a
passion of tears, she rushed from the room.
"Alas! all is well?" said the priest, half aloud, and then he knelt by
the window and prayed fervently--without telling his beads.
But, at breakfast, Sabine's eyes were dry again, and she seemed quite
calm. She, too, had held communion with herself, and her will had once
more resumed the mastery. This should be the last exhibition of
weakness--and the last feeling of weakness; and as she would suppress
the outward signs, so she would crush the inner emotion. All life looked
smiling. She was young, healthy and rich. She had inspired the devoted
love of a good and great man, whose position would give scope for her
ambitions, whose intellect was a source of pleasure and joy to her, and
whose tenderness would smooth all her path. What right had she to have
even a crumpled rose leaf! None in the world.
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