The Man in Black: An Historical Novel of the Days of Queen AnneJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The Man in Black: An Historical Novel of the Days of Queen Anne
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Great Britain -- History -- Anne, 1702-1714 -- Fiction
"Never," she repeated to herself--"never!--it shall never be. If I
slay her with my own hand it shall never be--foiled--frustrated in
every thing; and by this mere empty, moody child, who has been my
stumbling block, my enemy, my obstruction, in all my paths. No, no, it
shall never be!"
A new strain of thought seemed to strike her; her head leaned forward;
her eyes closed, and her lips quivered.
There are many kinds of conscience, and every one has some sort, such
as it is. What I mean is, that there is almost in every heart a voice
of warning and reproof which counsels us to regret certain actions,
and which speaks in different tones to different men. To the
worldly--those who are habitually of the earth earthly--it holds out
the menace of earthly shame and misfortune and sorrow. It
recapitulates the mistakes we have committed, points to the evil
consequences of evil deeds, shows how the insincerities and falsehoods
of our former course have proved fruitless, and how the cunning
devices, and skilful contrivances, and artful stratagems, have ended
in mortification and reproach and contempt; while still the gloomy
prospects of detection and exposure and public contumely and personal
punishment, are held up before our eyes as the grim portrait of the
future.
I need not pause here to show how conscience affects those who,
however guilty, have a higher sense--those who have a cloudy belief in
a future state--who acknowledge in their own hearts a God of
justice--who look to judgment, and feel that there must be an
immortality of weal or woe. Mrs. Hazleton was of the former class. The
grave was a barrier to her sight, beyond which there was no seeing.
She had been brought up for this world, lived in this world, thought,
devised, schemed, plotted for this world. She never thought of another
world at all. She went to church regularly every Sunday, read the
prayers with every appearance of devotion, even listened to the sermon
if the preacher preached well, and went home more practically atheist
than many who have professed themselves so.
What were her thoughts, then, now? They were all earthly still. Even
conscience spoke to her in earthly language, as if there were no other
means of reaching her heart but that. Its very menaces were all
earthly. She reviewed her conduct for the last two or three years,
and bitterly reproached herself for several faults she discovered
therein--faults of contrivance, of design, of execution. She had made
mistakes; and for a time she gave herself up to bitter repentance for
that great crime.
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