I suppose it is the maternal in a woman that makes a man turn to her
when everything else fails. The eternal boy in him goes to have his
wounded pride bandaged, his tattered self-respect repaired. If he loves
the woman, he wants her to kiss the hurt.
The longing to see Alison, always with me, was stronger than I was that
morning. It might be that I would not see her again. I had nothing to
say to her save one thing, and that, under the cloud that hung over me,
I did not dare to say. But I wanted to see her, to touch her hand—as
only a lonely man can crave it, I wanted the comfort of her, the peace
that lay in her presence. And so, with every step outside the door a
threat, I telephoned to her.
She was gone! The disappointment was great, for my need was great. In a
fury of revolt against the scheme of things, I heard that she had
started home to Richmond—but that she might still be caught at the
station.
To see her had by that time become an obsession. I picked up my hat,
threw open the door, and, oblivious of the shock to the office force of
my presence, followed so immediately by my exit, I dashed out to the
elevator. As I went down in one cage I caught a glimpse of Johnson and
two other men going up in the next. I hardly gave them a thought. There
was no hansom in sight, and I jumped on a passing car. Let come what
might, arrest, prison, disgrace, I was going to see Alison.
I saw her. I flung into the station, saw that it was empty—empty, for
she was not there. Then I hurried back to the gates. She was there, a
familiar figure in blue, the very gown in which I always thought of
her, the one she had worn when, Heaven help me—I had kissed her, at the
Carter farm. And she was not alone. Bending over her, talking
earnestly, with all his boyish heart in his face, was Richey.
They did not see me, and I was glad of it. After all, it had been
McKnight’s game first. I turned on my heel and made my way blindly out
of the station. Before I lost them I turned once and looked toward
them, standing apart from the crowd, absorbed in each other. They were
the only two people on earth that I cared about, and I left them there
together. Then I went back miserably to the office and awaited arrest.
CHAPTER XXVI.
ON TO RICHMOND
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